From the bottom of my Heart..❤

I don't remember the first day when I met him. I just remember we were kids back then. I don't remember how our conversation started. I just know now it would turn into a long stories. we were each other's best Friend and first friend too. The bond we shared was really special and the position he held my heart was a special one too. I don't know about my place in his heart, but I just know that he is the love of my heart.

From kids and now to teens he is always been the one with whom I want to spend the rest of my life with. When I was a kid I urged my parents to marry me to him . I had lots of dreams and one of them was to spend my life with him in a house located at the seaside where we never get bored of each other and the scenery and cold waves which will accompany us..

Now I am not having those childish dreams since we both are grown up. But I think it was better when we were kids. we spent all the times together and now we are apart for 6 years. I have not seen his face only heard his voice through phone calls.. do you know how much I am dying to meet him physically..

I am tied in the knot of friendship.. since the beginning my love for him never changed.. whether you call it puppy love or matured love it's all same to me.. but a question always rings the bell of my mind "Does he love me too ?. does he feel the same about me? " He talks with me in a special tone but does he also talk to others in the same tone. ?

I want to talk to him more and more, I want to see him physically, I want to feel his heartbeat, touch him, caress him and shout my love to him.. but I just can't cuz I am trapped in the friend circle. I don't know what he thinks of me.

Everyday he tells me we will meet someday again.. and I am looking forward for that day.. but am too afraid that I won't be able to control my emotions and I am too afraid to loose him.. so I decided to keep the things the way they are.

But I guess I am too greedy and my desire of him is increasing day by day.. I don't know what to do and my mind us going blank.. I hope I can come out of this situation but I just don't think I will I guess I will be stuck in forever.......

The End...