its my 2nd year b.tech when I am coming out from library he saw me and smiled it's like in movies he shined and climate becomes so beautiful and his eyes wow everything is so charming like in dramas 😃. until then I don't know who is he and I enquired about him my friend said he joined in middle of my first year.
next meeting: in lab lots of people didn't bring miniproject work and including me we all scolded by teacher and he saw me and I felt so awkwardly I feel embrassed too. I don't why I felt like that he is also my classmate right ? and we both got same project 😉 and thats first time I contacted him I tell all information about me and he said wait wait 😂😂 I know all about you why are you telling lot of details just by name I can recognize you and I asked 😅 did you joined middle and he said no I am from first I am like oh really !! after that I called talked while traveling to my home its like more than one hour and I said him to that he is my crush he felt so uneasily so I said him to how about the best friends he said okay and he said I will come at 2 pm and I waited for him and he came with his friend 😑 and we talked I asked him to tutor me one day in lab he did wrong and his face like 😔 and I asked him we talked a lot
everyday my used to teach me I felt happy and nervous but after that class about find out so I said to my friend he is just friend and I don't like him I'm that way to hide my feelings I started hate him and another friend said he is a bad boy and I don't like him and I supported her and after that I didn't talk to him
and there is some space is happened and then I got rival she likes him and he knows that too.i got jealous in her the worst thing is I tell to him she likes you and they got lot close my friend used to gossip them and ships them and I supported her because of " I don't like to say he is my crush" after we didn't talked
"I don't know still I likes him or not ";
"and I scared to society ";
" and I am telling to lie to myself ";
"actually I don't know what's going on"
now we are graduated. they both took lot of photos I didn't take single photo with him and they I am not contacting him its hurting actually.
why am I caring about society and hurting myself 🤕🤕
is it worthy to avoid him
maybe now even if I try to contact him it would be uncomfortable and he don't talk much
