I was a isolated girl. Actually... I still am. My parents used to take me to travel around my province when I was a kid. But that also faded away when I started to grow up to become and adult.
Now I spend most of my days in home with my laptop and phone...writing stories in online only. But, somehow I'm very lonely. Having no friends, don't go to roam around outside and always just in the fantasy that someday I'll just find my Mr. Right.
I know. I must give up on this fantasy too since I've already got ditched by many boys and end up having so much ex-boyfriend's without having "One True Lover".
Kind of sad and disappointing one. I thought I've changed even after 2 years. I thought I've grown up. Becomes an adult. But again after 2 years I found that I'm still the same.
The girl who still likes to see the anime lovers. The sweet couple pictures in Mangas, animes or any other couple comics or drawings. They still can attract me.
May be because I also want a love story like that. A guy who is neither a hero nor a villain. Just a simple guy whom I'll just simply bumped into market, road, on my way to the academy, someday in restaurant or even in my relative's wedding.
But...sad. I haven't met him yet.
Now let me tell you the story about my love fantasy. 🤗
I met this guy or could say that he fortunately entered into my life through a coincidence. There's a place in this city where my relatives lives and I went there with my parents. Just in case to visit them.
Well, I didn't know him for the first time as my relative's neighbor but rather I met him on social media. I knew that he lived there but I also knew that he lived in a different city. And it's not possible to come here so frequently.
So, that day I went to meet my relative at their home and I was bored as my parents were into conversations with them.
Again I went outside as my relatives has a pretty garden. I was roaming in the garden when I saw him. On the next door house.
It was him. Though I never expected nor did he told me. Well, we didn't even texted each other for almost a week since we both were busy.
He waved at me and I waved at him too. I got nervous by seeing him. Not because of love or something like that but because I met him fortunately and coincidentally.
That's where our story begins. My parents also got to know him that day and got introduced with him. As well as I got to know his parents too.
I had grown this habbit of hiding the guy I like. Because I always had been kind of insecure of letting my parents about me having such feelings towards a guy.
I didn't had feelings for him at first. But I liked to spend my times with him. I liked to talk with him. Same goes with him too.
For the first time, without any effort or my concern... a guy got introduced with my parents as some of my close friend.
Everything was already like if I say yes, then we can be lovers. But I wasn't so sure about making a boyfriend so quickly this time since I've already got broken hearted a lot before.
It was a but tough for me to love someone. Or trust too. But still I don't know why, he was comforting me when I needed to release my pain. He was giving me peace when I was in certain need of that. He said I'm not wrong when I actually was wrong.
He found the good in the bad me. I was not good girl. But he found me good girl.
"Everybody can't be perfect. But one person can be perfect for the right one. And you're the right one for me. That I know."
He said so to me.
I always wanted someone who accepts the real me. I told him I'm not good at cooking nor I like to cook. He said it's okay...I can cook.
I said I have anger issues. He said it's okay...I can calm you down. I said I'm not pretty. He said, you have no idea how much I found you pretty and cute.
But still that was not enough for me to make him my boyfriend. I was making excuses not to be his lover. Because the most important thing I want in my boyfriend is...priority.
I didn't expect him to give priority to me. But as I started to roam with him, he started to give me more and more priority in his life.
I thought he will probably leave me after I become his girlfriend. But something unexpected happen. He asked me to be his wife. Forever.
Though I didn't believed at first nor I accept it. He said he will wait until I'll accept it. He was even ready to propose me in front of my parents without any hesitation.
But all of these I found hard to digest. But when I started to date him...I found him different. Really different.
He was giving me priority and it was increasing day by day. He don't say "I love you". Rather he proves it by his moves.
Without my expectations, he comes to meet me to my home. He accompany me in shopping whenever he comes to city and also he wipes my lips with his bare hand when I spill foods through the corner of my mouth.
He has been always gentle with me. We sometimes read books. I didn't expect him to wear glasses. But I found he does. And he looks extremely handsome when he wears glasses instead of his contact lenses.
I read books while putting my head on his lap and watch him reading book too. He cares my head in middle of his reading.
He plays with my hairs. He cares me cheek gently and love them with warmness. He kiss my cheeks gently whenever I'm upset.
And most importantly. He understand himself whenever I'm upset.
He sacrifices his sleep to have midnight talks with me. He kisses my fingers. But he never ask for intimacy since I'm not ready.
Without intimacy, he knows how to love me.
He is the one. The only person whom I want in my life. I felt warm and love between his arms when he hugs me. This love I never got nor felt from anyone.
He is special. Very special...and I've decided to accept his proposal finally.
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Well, none of the above had happened in my life yet since they are all just my fantasies. 😂😂
like my story if you like it.😘
