Years ago.... when i was like 4 years old i lost my sister and grandmother, everything happened just in same year...
plus i had really serious health problems, i was young and i didn't understand this things fully, but this years are nothing expect big heartache...
So that time i was afraid to fall asleep... because everytime i falled asleep i had one and the same nightmare...
in this nightmare i was standing in front of the mirror and behind me one voice was saying everytime: " You will lost your daddy and mommy too... you will lost everyone"
i was crying all night under the pillow... my mom was really stressed out and had mental breakdown so i couldn't bother her bcause of my dump questions and fears...
But you believe me or not it's really effected on me... i started afraid of being alone... i'm started thinking more and more about that...
even now I have feeling like one day i will lost everything and everyone... and everyday i'm overthinking those things...
i'm sick of it....
(it's real story what i have been trough thanks for reading and leave comments pls)
