I don't know what bothers me but I really loved someone with pure heart what did I get betrayal.Today I seen something it really hurts in chest to remember it .The more I try to..the more I hate.My Bf is a year older than me,he is my Senior but we were long distance relationship,he told me to keep distance so that we don't alert others of our being together and I nodded cuz I didn't want them to know a perfect boy has fallen for someone average as me,
I was in class and Miss change our places and I requested Miss that I wanna seat near window,she always denied students requests but she didn't this time cuz this time was her transfer to another college so she completed some wishes of students.I know in her transfer I should give her a perfect farewell but What I always see is him and not anyone.I smiled and sat on desk .After completing each lecture I started to peep out{the ground floor where was seniors class} I see my Bf playing with friends, cuddling, pushing and I seem pretty happy but after some time they were send out to play on ground so I can't get a glimpse of him so I had a nap after few minutes a book bumped on me very hard I opened and see it was my classmate he always kept arguing with me,he said wakeup witch beauty, yeah you heard right he called me witch that doesn't matter.I Just said him get lost and he gone with sleepy eyes I looked down,It was Quiet blurry then a clear vision brought me tears.I saw My Bf showing his stomach wound to a girl and she just touched him and he said nothing but laughed ,we never had close relation only that we were always going home together with our friends.My friend always told me that he cheats on me but I didn't believe now it all make sense,that girl was his Girlfriend??than who am I though,does it matter obviously I will be the third wheel so let just quit these shitty relation,I never gonna be second choice of others than First.
