[2010 in a cold Winter...I was only 6 years old...and this Winter changed my whole life]
👧🏻-Mama It's Snowing ❄️😃
🧕🏻-yeah it's already January...☺️
👧🏻-mama It's already Snowing , Won't he come back this time?! 🙁
🧕🏻-Dont worry my baby , He will be back soon😊
👧🏻-When will he come back 😔 It's been 1 year since he didn't came home . He PROMISED me He will come back home every January to see the first snow with me 🥺
[Suddenly a car stopped infront of our house]
👧🏻- Mama !!! Is he back?😃 Is papa back?😄
[After hearing the car's sound , I run out to the door to see if my dad was back...but I never thought the thing I saw that time...]
👧🏻- Papa?!....papa,who is she ?
👨🏻- She is..... Where is your mama Shiya?
👧🏻- Mama is....
🧕🏻- Shiya what happened? Who came?
👧🏻- Mama , Look ! Papa came back but there is an auntie with baby came too...who are they ?!
🧕🏻-Huh!!?
👨🏻- Shiya can you please go to your room ?! I have something to talk with your mama☺️
👧🏻- why can't I stay?
🧕🏻- Shiya...go to your room for a while...
👧🏻-But ma😟.... okay 😞
[My dad who work abroad , used to came home every winter . Me and my mom waited for him all year in home . But this time when he came back...he was not alone... there was a young lady holding a 1-2 Year old by his side .... I was really surprised to see this cause I never seen this lady before..."who is she?!" This question was all over my head... and when my parents ignored my question and told me to go up... I was just too curious to go... so I secretly heard their conversation by the door.... ]
👨🏻- Sorry shima... You know that I always wanted a boy and you know it yourself that you are unable to give me one...
🧕🏻- so you just decided to abandon us and marry again?!🥺
👨🏻- I'm not abandoning you . Don't worry I will always send you money from abroad just like before but I just can't spend time with you guys....
🧕🏻- what does that mean?!
👨🏻- you know I didn't wanted to have a girl and my father won't allow me to inheritance his business if he knows that I don't have a boy so... Girls are just useless... they can't be in any use... they just depends on man...
🧕🏻 (Slapped him on face)
👨🏻-you.. !?.
🧕🏻- get lost...get out of my house. I don't need your money . And never come back to us...me and my daughter don't need a person like you ... Just go to the hell ...
👨🏻-what?! Okay don't regret ....
[They left ]
[This is the first time I've seen my mom to cry.... And from that day I hate Boys... and I decided I will never believe any Guy and I will never get married ]
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