Have you ever felt something like this...?
You want to hug someone so badly and even if you do maybe they won't mind it but you can't do it . You are afraid of getting rejected. You are afraid they will push you away . You are afraid of getting hurt by them. Although maybe they won't do it... Maybe it's normal for them . Maybe they will be glad too. But you don't dare . You can't get yourself together to do that . You are afraid..... I always feel like this...
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I'm afraid to get along with others . I'm Afraid to talk to them . I'm Afraid to say something wrong unintentionally.... I'm Afraid they will hate me . I'm Afraid they won't trust me . I'm Afraid they will leave me . I'm afraid that they are just fooling around with me and maybe they just don't like me ?! Maybe they are just pretending to be sweet with me ?! Maybe when I am not around they will talk bad about me ?! I don't know....
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I always try to be like I don't care.... I don't mind... But... do I .... Really don't care?!
I don't know...I don't understand this things...
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