why why did you run away while I was wanting to be with you I wanted to be happy with you no more nightmares I wanted to.....live in peace by your side but you took the wrong turn why? why? WHY??? was it too hard for you to just be with me I always did everything you asked but still something went missing what was it? was it the memory or...was it the child.....I know you wanted that child to live but I couldn't make it happen you had to see the dreadful sight in front of you I am wanting to make it up to you by telling you the reason why I killed him----
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I started to love him but why did he do that? he did everything I asked but why?? was it my fault I shouldn't have left him but the greef leaks in me I can't do anything but see the dead body of "Him" I can't move nor say a word I was paralyzed......it was my fault to bring him there if I didn't maybe I would have still been with my love it is my fault JUST WHY??? why can't I live the life I wanted with him?!!
is it too much to ask ?? Is it just too much to ask!!!
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Again the same dream over and over I know it ment something but what...?
