I seriously don't get it why did you text me again...
I was happy.. damn happy beyond imagination
but guess what... reality hits me..
you're not mine .. but why I was happy..
why my heart aches when I see you talk to others
jealous? anger? pain? longingness? love?
yeah love... or I still love you and just pretending to myself that I don't care or love you?
even myself I don't know... I'm complicated with many emotions...
I scared I'll lose myself in searching for you 🙂
maybe I should give myself time to think and do something...
you came in my life... made it awesome and now you left me...
pains... pains a lot .. I still cherish our memories
