I'm in love with someone who's in love with someone and that someone is not me.
I left my ex finally and got over him. And now this person is making me suffer a lot.
No. It's not my ex. It's someone whom I wanted long back but since I was rejected I didn't bother.
Now he's back to steal my everything. He gives me butterflies and makes me feel safe. But he doesn't want any relation sadly.
And I can't seem to get over him. I thought I was over him but I had just forgotten him and not gotten over.
I might sound like a bitch or hoe who falls in love every now and then but it's not like that. I just trust everyone who treats me friendly.
Just a friendly behaviour and I'm in love. I wasted my one year on someone who- who kinda used me I might say.
I can't tell how I feel in words. Words felling short.
But I can't seem to understand myself or him. He understands me the best, he is here whenever I need him but unfortunately we aren't in a relationship.
God really knows how to push me on the edge.
