The autumn wind mildly touched my cheeks; it was after such a long time I felt like this, I could smell her perfume in the wind it smelled so nice, was it because it mixed up with her smell. I have known her for 14 years, I can even tell that it's her from her footsteps. I looked to my side and saw her coming toward me with a sweet smile on her face. When she reached me, I could see the reflection of cherry blossoms in her brightly sparkling eyes. Why is she so pretty like this? I could hear my heart beating so fast just by the sight of her. " Have you been waiting for long?" she asked me, " Yes, I have been waiting for the past hour just to see your face cause that alone makes me so desperate for your love and your presence itself brings me so much happiness that I feel like it's the end of me ", I felt like saying all of these words to her but I simply couldn't, in turn, I just nodded my head and said no. We stood there silently for some time and watched the children playing in the park while their parents sat close to each other and some beautiful couple holding their hands walked down the road, she asked me " why did you wanna meet me is it something important ", I looked at her, I could see that she was worried, I replied "I just.." suddenly we were interrupted by a voice " hey you guys ", he came close to her and held her hand, she kissed his cheeks and smiled at him, " what were you saying jake " she asked to me, "I was just passing by this area and thought I could see you, anyway I have to go now I forgot there's an important thing or I'll get late, take care you guys, bye Chris, bye Karen ". I waved them a happy goodbye and walked away from them.
For them, it's not anything new cause I have always been like this their joyful friend who is always happy on the inside but no one knew that I was dead inside not because of anyone but because of me itself. I wanted to tell her how much I loved her and how much I wanted to hold her close but I never
could. it's because I liked both of them he has been my best friend and his girlfriend, I never wanted to come between them I wanted them to be happy and have a happy ending.
As I walked alone down the cherry blossom road happiness was all around me but something was hurting inside of me, but I still walked forward and the cold wind made me colder.
