Hello My self Megha 24yrs old but always get teased for not having a crush😔.
Is it wrong not having a crush does it mean i am heartless😞 . No not at all 😤, but the people around me never accepted when i say i don't have a first crush , they said that i am lying . But my answer remained the same from the past 8 years That is actually didn't come across one who made me look at him and admire him.
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But this 24 years of my life not having a first crush ended on seeing him.I met him in a conference meeting which is held for 7 days long. This conference brought together the people of the same company but different branches together👨💻👩💻👩💻👨💻. Though i met him on the 3rd day of the conference he had made a remarkable impression in my heart💓 and became the first person to conquer it❤️. I'm not saying that he is the most handsome person in the world but he became the most handsome soul in my heart🥰.He is not so tall but made me feel that i am short in front of him. His communication skills are so good that he got easily involved in the group despite he joined in the middle of the conference. 10 groups are made and each group has one person from each branch and the person from high rank branch heads as the leader of the group. Since i am from the head branch i was made the TEAM HEAD of the group which i was in and he joined my group on the third day because there were no vacancies in other groups. Being as TEAM HEAD made me find more about him because he has to share his thoughts with me in order to express in front of the higher officials. He is so hardworking and talented and dedicated towards his work and these features of him attracted me towards him💗💗. He is the first man who could draw my attention. At the end of the conference he gave me his personal contact not the professional one , i mean i already have because we are in the same group.
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I can say that these 5 days of my life are the most unforgettable ones and deeply connected with my heart💞 because his presence made them that special. We got so close that we used to talk a lot and even went out for dinner🍝🍽️. My heart used to flutter when I was around him , whenever he held my hand in his hand i was on cloud nine🫶 .
But the separation after 5 days is so horrible that tears were stuck just behind my cornea🥹 because i don't want to let them out but i failed miserably in holding them back😭😭😭 when the distance between us increased as the train started to move. I understood that i fell for him in no time as though he is not physically around me i could feel his presence and i was immersed in his thoughts🤔💭😔.
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This is the first time in my life that i ever felt like this so i decided not to be dumb and to contact him.
So i texted him
"Hi
this is Megha
How are you Utkarsh"
Within a minute I received a flood of messages from him
"Hi Megha
I am good
How were you doing
I thought you forgot about me
I was waiting for your message
See how dumb i am , i gave u my number but forgot to get yours
I was trying to reach u but got no way until u msg me
Thanks for still remembering me yar "
I was hoping to get a reply but his response made me fall for him more, and made me think that maybe this is what I was actually waiting for.
We went on chatting for more than a month and one day i decided to confess him so i thought of texting him as it will be better way for me because if i stand in front of him i won't be able to speak so i gathered all my courage😣 and started to text him....
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" Utkarsh i wanna tell you something and i don't know how you would react to this and i don't even dare to think about it because if i start thinking about it i won't be able to tell you anything.
You know what you were my first crush 💗 i mean to say you were the first man who made me feel that i want to be with you and made me dream of being with you even, a little talk with you made my mind relax and i felt very special around you. I loved😍 being with you spending time with you and i wanna ask you do i have a chance of being with you as your partner... girlfriend👩❤️👨...lover💕...but before i want to ask you all this my brain asks me a question which i don't have answer for actually...do i deserve u Utkarsh...do l"
This is what I want to text him but my trembling hands didn't support me with that and i gave up this idea too .
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Suddenly, I got a call from higher officials informing me that i should visit another branch as the head manager and should stay there and supervise the new project and this branch is where Utkarsh works😳😳.
I felt happy and thanked God 🙏 for giving me a chance.
So i gathered all my hopes and packed my bags🧳🎒👜 and reached that place. My heart started racing as soon as I stepped off the train. I wanted to give him a surprise So i didn't inform him about my new work. At 9Am i reached the office and i was well received by them💐 but to my bad he was not present there when i reached. So after completing my work i went in search of him and on finding that he is in the canteen i rushed there with thousands of butterflies 😳 in and around me.
But when i reached there i found him hugging a girl and that sight broke my heart💔 , my throat went dry and tongue weighed a ton and my body felt numb , i felt loosing all my senses but tried hard to regain my composure and i stood infront of them as a statue.
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THE END
