As I walked inside the door I could hear my father and mother argue again . I came back from school . I was half an hour late because I missed the bus so I had to walk home . But my parents didn't ask me that or if I am tied they just asked what are you late . And before I could answer they cut me off saying I am getting very out of hand and disrespectful . And they continued with their argument . It is like this most of the time . It is rare for me to find it the other way . And when they are done my mom will come to me and say that the reason they had a argument was me . And cried for some time and then goes away . I don't even try to say anything to her . Not anymore . My younger brother is in his room just playing video games . I went to finish my homework and my tuition works . I had 3 tuitions . I had a lot of pressure . I have noticed how my parents and even my grandma is like how should I explain it ...not interested in me ? .... . My mom is not that much of that kind but my brother , father and grandma are more than I can explain . There was a point in my mom she said I should have been dead and I wished the same thing more than I can even count . I am dead inside but somehow alive outside . I am not a very good elder sister either but I some time am . And evverytjme I have been something has happened to me in return . So I don't even act now . Now I am just waiting whrn I can move out of this mad house .
