I was not up for relationships, as they were a waste of time!
But things changed after I met you.
I was afraid to give you my heart.
But I still did, cause I never took good care of it anyways!
And damn I never felt so blessed! and that was the first time I wished time would stop right there and then.
Love really makes you do unpredictable things.
Do you know why I fell in love with you?
Because you said all the things I longed to hear.
You did things that weren’t so much but it meant a lot to me.
Every little thing was so special to me. No one made me feel like you did. I don’t think you meant any of it but, darling thank you for all the times you’ve made me laugh till my tummy hurt!
The sweet surprise you gave me!
Calling me by my favourite nickname “MINE”.
Kisses and cuddles, I loved that!
To staying up for me, to waiting for me to come online.
I was head over heels for you!
This was my little fantasy world I lived in just with you.
I never wanted all this to end.
But in the end it was all the same, and I was completely shattered.This feeling took over me so bad that, I lost control of my conscious and I wanted to end myself.
But somewhere within my heart, I had hope that this was all a bad dream and after I wake up you’ll still be there, by my side!
But life loves playing with me, happiness will never be my best friend.
You gave me plenty of reasons to despise you, yet I still hesitate cause you stole my heart and filled it with love for you.
And I find myself going crazy, as I fall for you everyday like it’s the first time!
You love messing with my head, don’t you?
And I may look fine from the outside but baby little do you know how much I’m breaking inside.
