|Not A Story! Sorry!|
Have you ever notice something different?
Apart from me being dead most of the time?
If you do, I'm glad someone notice it;
If not, there's nothing I can do about it.
This isn't one of those "I'm gone now, be back later"..
No, this time I'm going to leave for sure.
Why if you may ask?
There's too much to say about it.
To start, I'm a gamer not a player.
They may be synonymous but the word "player" can be perceived into two ideas.
It can either be a person who has talents or someone who toy everyone with their deception.
I'm a gamer who have who only have a phone.
What kind of gamer am I? LOL
My friends always share their PC with me.
One wants to give me their extra PC (A PC created between old and latest ones. U-U) as a gift for my B-Day but I refused.
Now don't get the wrong idea.
You see... That's the problem.
Just because of my status, it may look like I take advantage of my friends. (Like some sort of gold digger. Yuck!)
That's why I reject their offer.
Most people don't see what you've done good.
They see what you've done wrong.
That's where they come in, to judge you and put you into misery.
I visit my messages once a month.
I found out that I hired a player LOL.
So basically, most users were being played.
Actually, I don't tell my gender whether we're close or not.
To whoever was told I am a boy, or a girl.
Don't worry, you've been fooled. XD
That person causes havoc of me. TvT
Ahemm... Back to the main topic.
Why do I make it this long when I only intend to make it small? Waaaah!!
I'm only a mere gamer who has a big and wide imagination.
I don't know why I start writing stories in the first place.
Maybe because of distress? Travail? To share experience? Escape the reality? Boredom?
Who knows?
I don't know myself why.
I should slap myself dreamfully (I'm too frail to be slapped) with my moronic head.
I'm mad at myself as to why I wrote stories.
Why write a story if I can't update them at least a once a week?
I feel guilty.
Guilty for deleting the unfinished stories without a notification.
Guilty for making the readers wait for so long.
Guilty for the false promise.
So for me to lessen my guilt, I will leave this message. (Not that this will last long since this will be deleted as well in due time).
So that you won't be surprise where my stories had gone to.
So that you won't conclude I took my stories to heaven XD.
As for the completed stories, I'll delete them next week, last week of July 2022.
You might wonder why, but the reason behind it is the same, guilt.
It's too much for me.
I've experience it too as a reader of comics (Hehehe).
Patience is torture, especially when the story gets interesting.
Another reason why I will delete my completed stories is because I find it's too cringe and confusing.
It's less detailed (I was so sleepy and lazzzy because I write every night time) and doesn't turn out as think it will be (not that I plan the plot from the beginning).
I don't deserve to be a writer TvT.
So that's all.
I don't want to make a novel of myself explaining everything 😹😂.
It was nice meeting y'all.
Thank you so much for everything.
I very much appreciate all your support and time! 💕
'Til we meet again next time, or in another app!!!💕
—Your most innocent author
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