Every first love definitely starts in high school or collage !!
mine was in my 8th standard ! I am hopelessly extroverted person ! i never saw someone like love love 🥱! I am truly in love with myself
1. fitness
2. studies
3. attitude
defines me ....idh any fashion sense I wear whatever my mom gives me mostly I whatever I wear is all boys stuff and idk why I am girl !! I just wear my dad's and bro's clothes after being used and I don't really care because they are my family what's there to feel shy or anything I don't have those things called shy and all 🤷🤷!!
obviously at a very younger age I met my first love and I used be like I am proud of being older than everyone in my class but that f*cking ba*tard is 4 months older than me 🤧🤧
so then started my crush on him!! he is soo handsome and teases me and calls me a boy but I liked it even when I shouted at him for calling me that !! his frnds 4 and my frnds 4 we all became like a back benchers gang !! and it was really cool!! we all are best frnds ofc !!! (except my crush) god knows why I like him
later that year summer holidays !! I got my first period and I started to distance from everyone and my crush has the same initial as me which is v ☠️
so our roll numbers comes after each other and he sits back of me unfortunately 🤷!!
unlucky me one day it's exams time started he actually asks me answers like copy !!! but we doesn't speak we call from touching eachother on backs !! but he was doing a ritual that day and I was on period and he shouldn't touch me but I want him to touch me so I was selfish and dint tell him !! I still remember it and regret ! 🥺
I changed a lot we were best frnds having feelings for him is wrong so that day I torn apart my heart and let my feelings fly away !!
and it was soon my 10th class we had been best frnds since then !! and our class teacher changed and he doesn't like girls speaking to boys then he used to punish the boys and shout the girls when he found if they are speaking or doing anything even sharing things !!
but at the mid of 10th he resigned our school !! YOU SHOULD ASK HOW HAPPY OUR CLASS WAS ✨-✨
(shiney eyes)
next our class teacher changed !! and that's when we enjoyed our 10th everyone got passed from our section and I was really happy !! 😌😌
what should I say ! my love left me and I was close with all the 32 of our class !! I am happy now I could cherish those memories forever !! will I met them again?🥺
I used to cry in my summer holidays as I missed them then my boy bestie told me that "DONT CRY BECAUSE IT ENDED,BE HAPPY CAUSE IT HAPPENED"
and then I moved on but still miss them a lot now it's been 3 months I am never this much apart from them 😔 6 whole years 🥺!! it makes my heart flutter !!
that's how my Saturn of love ended he ended up in a different collage and I was in the different collage ! more like girls hostle ☠️!!
the saturn was my heart and the rings were his smiles ✨🙂!!
I will never forget my first love
to v.v ~~
