Who am I?
Who exactly am I?
I haven't even found myself and people say that I should change. Bruh that's crazy.
I try to find myself, try that I'll find myself and be me but people always find ways to fuck you up and pull you down.
How I hatw this world and this life. I can't explain how much I wanna die but I'm scared that there's someone who cares for me. That's what I think. Maybe there is or I don't know even if no one cares because I care about myself.
I want to fight this disgusting world and the nasty monsters in here but I lose the fight each time I try.
Humans show their true colours once they're done using you and hell it hurts. It hurts as fuck.
Your heart clenches, there's a twist in your stomach and you start crying your eyes out. Other than crying there's nothing you can do. Nothing at all.
I wanna find myself and be myself but I hope someone to help but they help me in degrading myself from this world.
I want to kill them, make them disappear but then, I'll be one of them and I don't want to be.
