The word itself is dark.
Nah, I'm not scared of darkness but I'm scared of humans.
First I used to fear darkness and ran away from it and came closer to the world. I came to know that the world is more scarier than darkness. The demons in darkness might save you from the actual demons in light.
I sit alone at home with lights turned off. It feels calm. My heart and body feels at ease. Everything seems quite but as soon as human come, my heart starts beating faster. My head becomes dizzy and all I can do is try to be with them. I try to become them, I try to be like them but that's not how I can do it.
It's very scary. The world. It's scary as hell. People would fuck yoy up and leave you without thinking twice. I doubt if they care that you die. I don't care, even if you die, I won't cry. Because I know you had to leave someday. All I can do is pray and I will.
Well hope you can go through this tough world.
