so here's the thing .. I have no one to talk with so I'm talking crap stories here
I came for a small vacation with family... yet my mind is lonely... my mom make jokes.. dad buy me my favorite foods... brother cuddles me all the time... yet I feel lonely...
I feel I'm the one who should be blamed for literally whatever happened in my life.. exactly I'm the reason...
I'm complaining people did this people did that... did I realize I'm the real problem here. oh yeah I have my bish - but I don't know for how long she can hold a bipolar ass like me.... I'm really a pain..
you can think "all this a problem" ... yeah my bad then
everyone is suffering I didn't say I'm the only one... but my pain is bigger for me right? I lost many people coz I'm a fucking coward... I push some people because I don't wanna hurt them or I don't wanna hurt myself trusting them to much...
-me... just me - 🕊
