Back then, around 5 yrs ago,it was my first time that I fall in love with him.
That time, I was naughty
(yeah, ofc not the much I'm NOW!!)
...but my heart was truly innocent, no type of curve or something, it was 100% simple as I was so young.
Soon,
His presence started to make me happy.
The way he laugh was the most beautiful laugh in my eyes.
The way he looks at me while we used to play together or talk to each other make me think that I'm special but more than that I used to think that He is damn special to me!!
Everything he does was cute and innocent to me,his silly activities never annoyed me.
(◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。
OVERALL, HE WAS ……………..PERFECT!................
but yeah..
...I never showed him, I never showed him how I feel.
...I never told him what he means to me….
.....NEVER…
Well there was a reason behind this~
~My bestie of that time started to like him too however she didn't knew my feelings though I can't blame her.I thought like it's okay for me, I really don't have any sort of problem with that. Cause I always thought that he thinks me as his friend and will never think of me like that, so it's usual to have a relationship.Few days went, my bestie told me to help her to call him,
I can't deny her request..
I went to him, told him and then within ⅔ days they( bestie and him) were in relationship.
Time passed…
He started to give her more attention, and talk to her the way he talked with me, with his most apparent smile, he still used to give his attention,he never ignored me that's for sure, And I was happy with that effort of him.
I didn't need anything more, that's enough for me.
One more thing always happens and that was, I used to say him bye from my school bus while my bus cross his Bus stoppage.
He used to walk in a fully tired form but always wave his hands to me when my bus goes in front of him..
THAT WAS A SPECIAL MOMENT THAT I USED TO FEEL EVERYDAY ,
that made me the happiest girl in the world!!
1 Year passed..
And after one year,we got into different schools and never meet each other again…..
I missed him a lot!!!
As we don't have phones at that time so we don't even communicated with each other.
That was really sad.
But as I was so young, it was easy for me to forget the sad feeling but yeah never forget his PRESENCE.
{He was special to me.
He is still special to me.
And he will always be special for me.}
Days passed…
Months….Then Years passed…
(in these following time I got my adolescent phase start and I liked lots of boys to be honest but all of them were like few seconds, it was like, I'm going to somewhere and there I saw someone I liked him for like 20-30 seconds and then within 1 / 2 minutes I'll totally delete them from my mind….okay.)
Well, years passed And I got in class 9 and one day I saw him nowhere but in my SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!
At first glance I was like shocked, all of the memories like came to me like a thunder!
I was recalling each and every single moment.
I was silent. Totally.
He didn't saw me.
But I did.
Few days after that I saw him again and that he also saw me.
However no one talked.
~I pretend a wave to him like "hello"....he also waved to me….he smiled and walked away from there.~
I was telling nothing and my face also showed that that's it I don't have anything else to say so bye,.....
That's how it was…
I was in class 9 and so I got tution classess after and before school…
Everyday….
And luckily in one of my tution classes he was also there!!!!!
When there is study I only think about study but when I don't have it he's always in my mind…
Now I take his number somehow from someone and then contacted him and said
Do you remember me?
And then he replied like,
Yeah Ofcourse I do.
I was so happy after reading those chats…well we chatting and no calls, sorry that I not mentioned.
Ohk, then we used to talk everyday.
Our conversations were always about study or just
"What are you doing?"
Or
"What have u in ur breakfast/lunch/dinner?"...
Like this……
Few days later it updated a little bit, we started to talk about people!!
And few days spent like this…
Everything was just fine for me and I was happy and satisfied.
But then I got the feeling that I will him this time!!
No matter what happens then.
I'll tell him.
TELL HIM! TELL HIM ! TELL HIM !
😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤
But the problem was that we chat to each other but never talk infront!!
So that was a very big deal for me to tell him face-to-face.
So I decided to tell him while we chat.
Really hard!!!
I myself is really a daring girl but that moment I was like I don't know myself anymore!!
[Well one incident should be told before the next incident you read….I one time take an attempt to tell him face to face but I failed when he passed by me, for telling him I was standing infront of my tution centre along with my best friend ( remember not that bestie from before, bestie is now justy classmate,it was just an unstable childhood friendship), now my best friends are like life-long]
We were chatting at night…
He suddenly asked me that why was I and my best friend standing there that day.
I was like WHAT!! [in mind~]
And very then I thought that it might be the most appropriate opportunity to tell the truth.
The next part is in my next poststory~
Please do check out!!!
You will definitely feel my feelings..
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