It's night right now i was so depressed i feel so lonely in my mind lot's of questions in there i was stuck in my life I can't move anymore i can't handle this pressure in my mind i lost my life there was no hope for living , i saw at my wallet i don't have money left my love life was stuck too much happening with myself in my mind i just want to die so i decided to attempt suicide in my mind i just want to die i am done with myself but just last time i want to see city so i went outside i was walking around i saw everyone was busy in their life no one care about noone i was going to meet my friend last time i ring the doorbell but she didn't open it i was looking in with using window she watching movie with her boyfriend so i was ring the doorbell again and again but she didn't open it she is ignoring me i was crying a lot and runs straight to my house in my mind i just want to die as soon as possible i was going to my home and middle i saw a beggar he was sleeping on side walk but when someone give him a money he smile like he had everything i was angry how can he smile like that he had nothing while i am depresses here and went to my
home i home alone
so i closed door write an letter and place on the bed , i place the chair down the fan then take out clothes from my closet tie the clothes together to make like a rope then tie it down with the fan i checks it so that it does not break checks the whole house to see if anyone is present goes to room tie my head between the clothes i was hesitating about it first but i must up the courage kicks the chair so that my legs does not reach the chair i close my eyes i was suffering from pain i feel my all muscles staring became numb slowly passes and i died
AFTER FEW HOURS.
I saw my body on fan i saw someone trying to open the door they hit the door hardly and break the door they put my body i saw my mother coming when she saw my body Hanging on fan she was blank she can't move i saw in her eyes she crying and crying her eyes drops she hit floor hardly and crying my father was so shocked he begging to police officer for touch my body and crying i saw my brother fall on the ground and crying police officer take my body for post moterm my family was crying a lot i was crying i saw my father begging for see me
After that Police take my family in custody any asking a questions to them my father mother can't talk they were speechless my brother talk all about with police After that In ambulance they gave my body to my parents at home suddenly everything was becoming dark i can't see anything but i can here all things i can here around me my friends my family are crying i hear my mother crying voice she telling me " why you leave me alone why" i don't haveany answer to her she was telling me she loves me so much why did i left her alone why i did that i loudly said i loves her to but she can't hear my voice i hear my friend my brother my father was crying a lot i was so sad and crying i just what to see them i just want to see happiness to there face but only i hear their crying voice.
My father crying and holding my leg and said "why why you do that atleast one time you tell me father i have this problem help me out i leave everything and come to you why you do that" i hear my brother voice he just crying and nothing said i remember my enjoy time with my family i was crying alone in dark i heare there crying voice i trying to speak them but they can't hear me i was alone i feel lonely in dark and said to myself " WHY I DID THAT " then i remember that begger that when someone gave him money he smiles and realises that no matter what you have be satisfied with that cherish the people who loves you and be happy with your live you are living.
