When i was 3 i met my second cousin he is a boy we talk and we kinda became close and then when o turned 5 i fell in love with him he is my first best friend back then so i didn't tell him i like him but when im 7 i came to his house we go in the room telling scary stories then he said he like me....i saod i like him too but there is one thing that is so worst we are cousins we are related to blood so we cant do this but when im 8 my family move to balayan, Batangas Philippines before we move there he said i have to comeback after 4 years i 4 years pass and I thought we will never visit them but its kinda my birthday then then!!!!my mother told me we will sleep there overnight i was so happy!!!when i came back to him he is a grown up like me were both 10 that day i hug him and then we talked so much me and him actually didn't sleep because we have been talking whispering now were both 11 he liked someone my heart shattered when i heard that but i told myself its for his own good then he introduced me to her i didn't like her a bit!!!even tho were just 10 back then that girl is my rival!!!so yeah i dont know what to do after i known her or my cousin introduce her to me i left and give a little bit of space we still visit them ofc when i came back there again we saw eachother he like jug me and carried me and then i said to him to put me down because i was wearing a skirt back then its windy and my skirt is like you know then we left there now am 11 my friends asked meh who my crush is!!and first love but i didn't tell them anything just said his name well his name is kian
