When you lose someone, that you love so much,
That when you with that person you felt that nothing could hurt you in this world , you felt safe that person was you life life but you lose that person....
Are you suppose to be strong , are you allowed to be sad 😞, if you want to scream can you , and most of you felling that you want to go with that person can you leave, because what the point, that person was my life but it got taking away from me , he was my happy place but that happiness was taken , he was my safer place, but it it isn’t there no more , no matter how much I cried , how much I scream , he’s doesn’t want to come back , or he can’t, or someone holding him ....
But I thought he love me, why would he want to come back, or rather why can’t he fight to come back , can’t he read me doesn’t he know how much I miss him , 😞 I thought I was a open book for him to read , I thought when no one else would understand me he would , then why did you leave , I wonder if that has gone the other way , would fell the same , would he miss me the way I miss him , would he fell lost the way I fell lost , would he cry the way I’m crying for him , would he scream the way I’m screaming for him , and would he love me the I love him 😞 .............
Well it the time like this, you ask why all those pain , I’m wondering if it worth it
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