I am secretly in love with my boy best friend. He is more like my brother. We are so close to each other.
It is so hard now to tell him because he already has a girl friend besides He always treats me like a little sister.
I am just so dumb to approve them and support him when he was still courting her, I knew since then that I like him but I don't have the courage to speak about my feelings because it will only break our good relationship as brothers and sisters.
I am sad but what can I do now? Am I selfish to think and hope that they'll break up soon.
I started to hate the fact that I get attached to him. I wish I could reset all these years, I just want to run away from him.
I am mad not to anyone but on myself. I failed to express him my feelings and now I regret it.
