"I want to dissapear " I get this thought when I finally meeting my first love..... I didn't fell like dying when I get to see the crime numbers on a person.......
it all started 2years ago when I accidentally hit by a car and went almost to heaven....... by god's grace I survived. after that I was started see numbers on heads of the people....
it was strange but later I figured out that it was the number of crimes they did.......even if is small crimes like robbing,blackmails......
whenever I see the numbers it's fells suffocating that I have to merge with them everyday. it's common for me to fell like that because I have pragmatic (positive) for my hole life..........
but I never see a number over 50.......
However , I get a little hope when my first love called to meet that I can get over from this suffocating even just a little bit....
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That day i was looking forward was came. I get myself all dressed up and went to the coffee shop that agreed to meet . I sat and waiting for her ......
and quiet some time my heart felt heavy and it's like "your love of your life is coming" and look at the entrance.there comes a beautiful lady wearing a cute black gown.......
my heart just slipped for a moment and I slowly looked up at the top of her head and guess what it's a wtf moment for me......
Her count was '69'............🙃
