Even now I remember the day I met you. But even before that I heard about you . Even at that time even before meeting you I fall in love with you..........
I fall for you just for your name ....... ........
It all started when my 11th grade classes started. It was during the COVID pandemic.At that time it was online classes. During the classes I noticed you,just because of your name.I was always curious about you.
When our first offline revision clss started I saw you. You were sitting on the first row. When sir asked you about the question you simply answer with your own. Bt at that time also I didn't saw your face. Even after many revision classes I couldn't see your face.
When you first messaged me asking about how was my exam, I don't know what I felt at that time. When we become closer through messaging I didn't know that I would fall for you more.
Bt I stopped that feeling, I just thought that it's because of my hormones. So I just regarded you just as my friend. I just didn't understand the reason why would I still fall for you when I already had a boyfriend.
Talking about my bf he was 9years older than me . He didn't had a decent job. Even though I was happy with him. My parents knew about him. I introduced him to my parents. Slowly he became my family's friend.
We were for 2years relationship. And also we maintained a long distance relationship. As everyone says long-distance relationship will not improve one's love life.
When you talked me about your age, I was shocked that you were 2years younger than me. So I tried to remove you from my heart.So I always talked you that you are my brother.
When my mom said that my boyfriend's family is looking for his marriage partner, I was shocked.I directly asked him about that. But he said to me that I don't have to worry. He would only marry me.
I was relieved to hear that. But deep down in my heart I know that, I would have to give up on him.
I don't know when you become closer toe that I could tell you about the boys who chased me .
After all that when you talked you had a crush on me, I don't know what I felt, I was on cloud nine.
I didn't accept you at first because I thought that you would also betray me like my ex . Bt sooner or later I understood that I can't live without you. Because your name were imprinted on my heart deep down.
When I accept your love for me just because of jealous, I understood that I had a long crush on you. I was happy to realise that.
When we walked to my home hold our hands together, that was my best day. Now also I can feel your palm in my hand. At that time your hands were shaking Terribly.
When I reached my home I was feeling down in my heart coz it is our time to say goodbye.
Later we spend our days with love. Bt when you talked me about your fiance I was shocked. Later you talked your parents about us and also u disapproved about your marriage with your fiance.
You don't know what I felt at that time.
When we took our decision to stop relationship temperorily , my heart ached. Bt I knew that it is for our best.....
Now we don't talk any more. No more chats. No more calls. I don't know even if you miss me. Bt I miss you Terribly. Even when I writing this I am missing you. .............
But the thought that makes me happy is that we would be together after 5years. No 4 years. Iam ❤️Waiting ❤️ for that day to come. Iam ❤️waiting ❤️ for us to become one. So my love please .......
Here Iam ❤️waiting ❤️ for you dearly......................
