Hello,
I just want to share a story with y'all from a third person pov(which is my pov,I just have to share it with y'all)
Sam and I were standing at the top of the building as he held on Emily picture, he looked in pain and full of regret as he looks down from where he is.
I walked up to him but he stopped me from going further and said "Hey Ab, do you want to know something" I told him I did love to hear anything he has to say and that he should step away from where he is because his mental health is deteriorating (and he could act reckless) but he dismissed me and asked again and I told him okay I'll will always listen. He told me that "I really let her down, didn't I" and I told him that that he should take it easy on himself since he's now repenting and he asked me why I still care about him even though he ruined my best friend Emily, and I said "I won't lie if I said I don't dislike you but I promised her to help you heal as best as I could even though it's her dieing wish" and he looked at me stupefied and said "just listen to my story" with a sad face.
He turned and looked beyond the horizon and didn't talk for a while and I got worried and tried to move but he immediately said "I'm fine don't move" in a monotone, he then started his story and I listened attentively without saying any word..
"You know, I courted her from middle school and she was so innocent and too good for me but I still went ahead and made her mine in highschool"*he gave a sad smile* "We were so happy together, *closes his eyes for a moment and opens it back* she helped me achieve my goal and and even went against her parents for me but I'm happy she reconciled with them back; *gives a bitter smile* I became successful thanks to her, my better half but In the long run I became blinded by the light. I messed up so many times *looks at his hands in anger* thinking she didn't know, I occasionally hit her but she still loved me regardless and I kept treating her like shit *covers his face in humiliation and disgust* I feel so disgusted with myself, *shouts* SHE FELL SICK AND I wasn't there for her *cries with his hands in his still covering his face* and I found out when it was too late but she still love me regardless *his cries becomes audibly loud* she even wished to spend her last days with me and I couldn't fulfill that too and I even thought she was cheating because of her frequent leave from our home" *his cries quiet down but the tears kept streaming down his face as he looks down his building*. "This *makes hand gestures* is all because of her and now she's gone what is the meaning of life, she had cancer and she was in her late stage and foolish you didn't know, I'm so sorry Em, I really am *says it as he looks up* I don't deserve the love you showed me at all, I'm a monster, you didn't even hear me say I love you back on your death bed *covers hie eyes with one of his hand and gives a bitter laugh*I really didn't deserve her did I? *looks at me and says it with pain clearly shown on his eyes*"
she's the one who has the say in that not you is what I said coldly to him because the memories flooded me of Em, but I calmed myself down in that moment and looked at him and told him that "I know you are hurt but you can't change the past so just be better for your future" with a warm smile because he is also hurting then he turned to me completely and said "I don't deserve a future" and fell down the building with tears in his eyes, I immediately ran to him but was to late to catch him and saw his body and blood splattered on the ground, tears streamed down my eyes immediately as I watched loosing another beloved individual.
I remember crying so hard as I knelt on the edge of the building so hard as the rain fell that evening, the pain, the trauma, the hurt , my cries and my scream was accompanied by the heavy rain fall. I don't know how long I was there but one thing I know for sure was that I am never going to see them again is what I thought as I cried in that rain.
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After both their funerals (I made sure their graves were beside each other), his will was that all their properties except the company and related was given to charity, the company own were willed to me, I changed the company name in remembrance of them but I didn't want to stay in the country because of the pain but this is their empire and I'm going to make it one, writing this brings tears to my eyes but their love story would be shared...
