It's my first day at my college. I am excited to meet new friends. But the problem is I am an introvert and I don't know how to make friends.
I am standing in front of my college without knowing where to go. Suddenly someone tapped on my shoulder, "Hai I am Jasmine, what is your name?".
'My name is Amy' I replied.
'in which branch you are studying?' she asked
'BA English literature ' I replied
'I am too' she replied.
Within minutes she becomes close to me but....
'Is she fake or true' I asked myself.
in my school days, my so-called best friends become fake. They cheated on me and backstabbed me. I am already broken, I can't face more fake people in my life...
Years passed. After 3 Years.
I am happy because the very thing is really good in my life now. Jasmine is not fake, she become my true friend. Other than Jasmine I got other friends, including Ardra, Lekshmi, Hari, and Niche. But I only share my secrets only with Ardra. Ardra becomes my best friend. Other than friendship and studying, love is also the most beautiful in college life. I also fall in love with a man.
He is a man with maturity. A medium taller and slim man, with a mustache and beard. He is the leader of a college political party. I am falling in love with this man. He is even not my idol type. But I don't know why my heart beats for him.
It is my first love and love at first sight. I loved him secretly for 3 years without even telling my friends. Recently I tell everything about Ardra and she supports me with her whole heart.
But the problem is he already has a girlfriend. She is not a toxic girl, not an arrogant girl, not a possessive type. He falls in love with her when I am loving him with my whole heart.
When he went dating his girlfriend, I am daydreaming about marrying him like a fool. when he brought flowers for her, I dream about making a garden for him. When he acts like he is hurt for his political benefits, I cried for him.
Yes, my ' FIRST LOVE'.
I am falling in love with a man who never going to become mine and it hurts but it feels so good.