A girl looked at herself in the mirror....
The eyes that lost it's shine as if it's nothing...
The face that lost it's brightness as if it's dead...
The lips that lost it's smile as if it forgot to smile...
The body that lost weight as if it's a skeleton...
Dull and pale...
She silently looked at her eyes without moving...
A drop of tear left from her eyes...
Tears started to flow...
Still she is looking...
Suddenly a loud voice came from somewhere...
"Honey,you are going to be late for your college.Come and have your breakfast"
She hurriedly wiped the tears that are flowing continuously and with a pale voice she replied...
"Coming mom"
She washed her face and came downstairs...
"Mom" She called her while smiling
"Here have your breakfast,honey"
"I don't have appetite to eat mom" She replied
"What's wrong?you are not eating anything now a days.Let's consult a doctor"
"Nah it's nothing mom,i just don't feel hungry now.I will have something later" She lied
"Don't take much stress,honey.Eat on time" Hold her shoulder and kissed on her forehead
"Hiss"
"What's wrong.You ok?" The mom asked worriedly
"I just hit my shoulder on the wall" Again she lied
"Careless girl always don't take care of yourself"
"I'll be going now,bye mom"
"Bye honey"
She left and went to her college...
Some of her friends greeted her and in return she greeted them...
In her classroom...
She sat on her bench silently and laid her head on the desk...
She heard the talks of her friends and giggles...
"What's wrong?" A friend asked her
"It's nothing" she replied
"Oh,ok" And again started to talk with others
She wanted to talk with her friends but...
"I'm tired" She mumbled
After the college ended she went to her home...
She locked her room door and went in bathroom...
After a few seconds...
Again the tears started to flow...
"Hi.c hic"
The unbearable heaviness in her heart...
"I do.nt k.know wh.at's h.happening wit.h me" a
"I d.don't know"
"My mi.nd is a m.ess"
"E.everything is a m.mess"
"M.my paren.ts love me but I f.feel like they l.ove me only when i do w.what they l.ike"
"W.hy i fe.el my f.friends don't t.reat me like the w.ay i t.treat them"
"Why t.hey won't t.talk with me u.ntil and unless I t.talk with them first"
"W.why my e.existance is ignor.ed"
"W.hy I b.became like this"
"Why I f.feel empty"
"J.just why"
"Why the s.cars on my b.ody are less p.painful than t.he scars on m.y h.eart"
"W.hy my heart and b.rain don't l.isten to m.e"
"I k.know I shouldn't h.hope but deep d.down i hope"
"I j.ust want to close my eyes f.forever b.ut deep down I w.want to live"
"I don't w.ant to dream but s.till I d.dream"
"W.hy am I e.even l.iving"
"Why s.hould I e.ven live"
"There's no p.purpose"
"B.but I can't d.die"
"I don't e.ven know what's w.wrong with me"
"I can't e.ndure it"
"It h.urts"
*W.hy"
"J.just why"
She vent out everything and cried for a long time...
Came out and hugged her pillow which hold her tears...
This a story of a girl...
Who don't know what's happening...
Who noone is aware of her sufferings...
A story of everyone going through this...
