MY NAME IS MARY AND I WAS A STRAIGHT STUDENT WHO STUDY AND STUDY ONLY...FOR ME LOVE WAS LIKE A USELESS AND MERE CHEMICAL REACTIONS ONLY``••..
BUT HE CHANGED THAT THOUGHT OF MINE WITH HIS FEW MERE WORDS....
THOSE WERE " IF LOVE IS JUST MERE CHEMICAL REACTIONS THEN WHAT ABOUT PPL WHO ARE IMMUNE TO THEM BUT STILL FEEL THE SAME "
i was unable to answer that and those word effects deep down my dead heart like it was revived again...
I MET HIM DURING OUR CAMP IN CHICAGO, HE WAS OUR TOUR GUIDE WHO WAS IN CHANGED OF OUR TRIP....
HE WAS TALL AND HANDSOME JUST LIKE THEY DESCRIBE HANDSOME GUY IN ROMANCE NOVEL...HIS JEWEL LIKE BLUE EYES DEEPLY MADE ME, WANT TO SINK IN THEM....
WE USED TO GET ALONG WELL CUZ HE WAS AN EXCELLENT PERSON BUT.....HE WAS SAME WITH OTHERS TOO 😑😑😑....
MR.MARCO!!. WHERE ARE YOU GOING THIS LATE AT NIGHT!?.
MISS.MARRY! NOWHERE...BUT HOW COME YOU ARE ALONE HERE AT THIS TIME...??
I SAW HIM GOING OUT THIS TIME A LOST OF TIMES BUT I NEVER ASKED HIM, BUT HE WAS LOOKING RATHER TOO WORRIED AND ANXIOUS SO I ASKED HIM, HE SAID NOWHERE WITH A SMILE BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING DIFFERENT THIS TIME....
WELL IF YOU ARE GOING NOWHERE THEN HOW ABOUT GOING ON A STROLL WITH ME,??.......I JUST WAS WAITING FOR A CHANCE TO LET HIM SLOWLY KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM AND WHAT ARE HIS THOUGHTS ABOUT ME...
SURE! .....HE REPLIED CALMLY..
WE CHATTED FOR A LONG TIME AND WE DIDN'T EVEN REALISED IT THAT THE SUN SNAPPED US OUT. ......
OH MY ! IT'S ALRIGHT A SUNRISE.....
THIS IS MY FAVOURITE PLACE TO WATCH SUNRISE....I USED TO COME HERE USUALLY WITH MY MOTHER WHENEVER SHE GET TIME...
IT WAS FIRST TIME HE SPOOKED ABOUT HIS MOTHER....ANYONE CAN TELL BY HIS REACTION HOW PAINFUL THAT WAS FOR HIM TO SAY THAT...
AM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS........
I JUST COULDN'T BEAR SEEING HIM GIVING THAT PAINFUL EXPRESSION...
AAH!! AM SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO BRING UP SAD MEMORIES BUT .....THIS REMAINED ME OF HER...
WHAT ARE YOU APOLOGISING FOR!! IT'S OKAY TO SAY IT OUT AND IT'S OKAY...... TO CRY SOMETIMES..
I HUGGED HIM AND HE FIRSTLY WAS QUITE SHOCKED BUT HE REALISED THAT HE NEEDED SOMEONE TO SAY ITS OKAY AS WELL AS..
AND THAT'S HOW OUR FRIENDSHIP STARTED...I ALSO SHARED MY DEEP HIDDEN SADNESS TO HIN CUZ HE TOLD ME HIM NOT TELLING HIM MINE WOULD BE UNFAIR SO .....
ON THE LAST DAY OF OUR TRIP AT NIGHT.....
HOW ABOUT A LAST WALK WITH ME...?? HE ASKED ME FOR FIRST TIME....I WAS HAPPY OFC AND TH COULD BE MY LAST CHANCE TO CONFESS TO HIM THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT....
AFTER THE USUAL LONG STROLL WE WENT TO THE USUAL PLACE...AND I PROPOSED TO HIM ....
MARCO!! I .....I LOVE YOU.. WILL YOU COME WITH ME??....( THIS WAS THE ONLY THING I COULD SAY OUT )
AAAH!! (HE WAS STARTLED) MARY! I.....I LOVE YOU 2 BUT......
HIS SAYING YES WAS MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ME....SO I ANXIOUSLY ASKED HIM
WHAT BUT???.
I.....I DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME TO LIVE.....I NEVER THOUGHT THE TIME WHEN I'LL FELL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WILL BE ENDING DAYS OF MY LIFE..
(I WAS SHOCKED, FELT A SUDDEN ACH IN MY HEART, I WAS UNABLE TO GRASP THE SITUATION OR ACCEPT THE TRUTH)
NO!! YOU...YOU MUST BE JOKING RIGHT!! .....I SAID OUT LOUDLY WHILE MY TEARS WERE FLOWING CONTINUOUSLY WITHOUT ME REALISING IT...I HUGGED HIM TIGHTLY NEVER WANTED TO LET HIM GO..
MARY! DONT CRY...YOU HAVE YOUR LONG LIFE AHEAD AND THIS WILL SOON END WITH ME BUT YOU CAN'T BE STOPPED HERE AND YOU HAVE A LONG JOURNEY AHEAD" ..... HE SAID...
BUT....I WANT TO LIVE WITH YOU....HOW CAN YOU LEAVE ME IF YOU LOVE ME TOO....
MARY! NOT EVERY STORY HAVE HAPPY ENDING....MY STORY WILL END SOON AND SO OUR LOVE STORY BUT AS LONG YOU LIVE I'LL LEAVE IN YOU.....I'LL FOREVER LIVE IN YOUR HEART BY BEING A PART OF YOUR HEART ......MEMORIES AND OUR LOVE WILL BE ALWAYS WITH YOU ......
AM NOT GONNA DIE UNTIL YOU HAVE ME IN YOUR HEART.....EVEN IF IT'S IN A LITTLE CORNER I'LL LIVE THERE.....
