"Hey how are you?"Dale asked.
"I'm good how about you?you look good everytime"I said while looking at his beautiful eyes.
"I'm good too.. i.. think HAHA"he laughed bitterly then looked at me at the eyes too.
our eyes meets.
" So how is the married life?" I asked him then start sitting in the bench he also followed and sit down.
"it's good but not so good" he answered while looking at the sky.
"why so?" I asked him again while staring at his handsome face.
"you really like it, you really likes looking at me hah sigh I'm sorry..."he said with a terrible voice.
"hey what happened to you?I'm just asking and why the fuck are you crying?yeah yeah i love it, I love looking at you" I comforted him.
"I'm sorry i... mess up everything"sobbing.
I can't control my feelings too, I can't control the tears dropping in my eyes it's painful, it's so painful it's like your heart been stab a million times.
< Flashback >
"babe can you feed me too?" the cute voice coming from my back.
I smile at the one who have the cute voice and that's one and only Dale Erico my boyfriend.
"Hey babe??stop daydreaming"he said while hugging my back.
" Come on stop it, I'm feeding luna"I answered him while kissing his forehead.
luna our one and only cat, we both raised her because we want a daughter but we can't have one because we are still teenagers.
* 3mns later *
"Babe dinners ready!"I wokenup by his shout.
"ahhh babe"I whispered to my half awake self.
then suddenly I heard some footstep towards me and I feel my body floating, I suddenly open my eyes and I'm shock to see my boyfriend carrying me.
" hey dummy put me down" I ordered him.
he didn't answer and keep walking towards the kitchen, after a while he puts me down and said.
"here you are sleephead"he said while laughing.
I'm embarrassed but I feel he's tenderly love he then kiss my forehead and ready to dine with me.
we feel in love because we want to,we are in a healthy relationship we both love each other dearly not until a month later.
< 1month later >
"doc how am i?I asked.
" You have a cancer and sad to say but you do have chronic cancer it can't be cured"he said while looking at the paper.
I'm shocked and I can't stop crying,how come I have this kind of disease? why me? and why???
sobbing... sobbing...
"Doc, how... how..long did i have?" sobbing..
"you... you still have 1 month I'm sorry Ms. Cruz"Doc. Felip said.
" Thank.... you doc." I bitterly smiled.
* 3 weeks later *
"hey babe I'm back!" Dale shouted excitedly.
I smiled with him, while my eyes are full of sadness i can't let him now what disease do i have because I know him, he would be very worried I don't want him to be sad because of me i just want him to be happy.
"babe, have 7 years i love you so much did you know how happy I am?look the most beautiful girl in school back then the girl who's so hard to talk to is actually my girlfriend right now,she loved me as much as i love her I'm so blessed I have you" he said while crying.
i can't talk, I'm speechless but I can't stop crying.
"You are the most beautiful thing that happened to me my man" I then give him the kiss that he deserves.
he looked surprise but he did kiss me too.
"alright!, no more to dramas let's eat already"Dale changes the topic fast and serving me.
I'm so damn luck I have a boy like him.
we spent our night with love.
*After one week*
"let's break up" I said with a cold tone.
"Why?... did I do something?? that makes you angry about me?" he anxiously asked.
"you don't but i do" I answered.
"h..how..wh..what?" he cried.
"I'm sorry but I realized something, i... I... don't love you as much as you love me"I lower my voice while saying this to him I feel my heart aches so hard.
" It's ok, it's not important the most important is that I love you" he cried like a 4years old baby.
he hug me suddenly and its so tight that I can't break if off I feel his tired eyes because of crying.
I didn't respond at him because if i do, I'm scared i can't let him go, but I need to.
"Let go of me please, I'm begging you I DON'T LOVE YOU ALREADY, I STOP LOVING YOU"i coldly said and not looking at his eyes.
he stop and go out crying all the way leaving the apartment.
< last day >
It's a wonderful weather, and it's a wonderful day too it's the last day of my life, I didn't hear about dale i Don't know what he did I don't know how is he, I'm worried about him and I miss him...
< Back to present >
"Alright stop crying you idiot" I patted him.
"You are the idiot one why didn't you tell me about your disease and you keep that a secret and you also break up with me" he flick my forehead.
I become speechless and began crying.
"I.... I'm sorry for hurting you and I hope you can forgive me too for the words i said, that hurtful words I'm sorry" sobbing the tears can't stop from falling in my eyes.
"You won't ask me why did I know? it's because i open your account yesterday and I read the account diary you have and that's why, and babe I'm not married..."
my heart aches so much i become weak, I can't hear what he said but I'm happy and I know he would open my account so i made the diary there he find what I wanted to tell him.
"I love you as always my idiota"my weak voice crying with pain......
Dale's Pov,
I can't control my heart it's painful when I see my one and only girl passing away in my arms, I can't say and speechless i feel weak in my body too.
" I love you as always my idiota"she said with catching up her breath..
I can't stop it when looking at her and seeing her slowly closing her eyes.
I love you as always my Sleepyhead i devoted my heart and soul to you and i promise you, you are the only girl i will love forever and you will always be my last...
