(Based on true story)
It was the first day of my school..i walked in the class and my eyes met his
But i didn’t understand what to do so i just looked away..
But our teacher made us sit right next to eachother.. from that day we became friends🖤
It was going great but he asked me out..
I didn’t knew what to do so i told no..
Everything was fine until it became lockdown
As we didn’t had phones that time we couldn’t contact eachother
(Fast forward)
Now i started a YouTube channel and he was in a chat group of some of my friends who knew my YouTube channel...
They posted my YouTube video link on that group and he checked it...and found a way to contact me (through instagram)
He DMed me on instagram like “hi”
“Guess who”
And they i checked profile and found his picture and i was like “omg (name)!!”
He said “yeah its me...how are you doing??”
And then we started talking..and guess what he asked me out again..
This time i was like “umm yea”
He was like “omg really???”
I said “yea”
But when i told my bestie she was like
“Bro i dont know if its true or no but i have heard a lot of rumours about him...negatively “
I was like “o lets see for a month or so”
As we agreed...we almost were in a relationship for a month but it was like he was too clingy and all so I decided to finish it up...
I know its bad but i just couldn’t handle it..and as i said i did ended our relationship....
After a few days his friends used to message me saying “you are really a bitch” and all
But I ignored it
In February 2022 our school reopened that too in person...
And you know i saw him everyday
And i felt bad n guilty...
Seeing his eyes red and sad face
I decided to text him saying we can get back..
And guess what he said “yes”
And now we were in relationship till May 2022
But as it is always me I couldn’t focus on my own life and studies..so I decided to break up...
And now its like i see him everyday starting at me with those red eyes and sad face i...i feel truly guilty
I don’t really know what to do
I kinda or maybe i MISS him..
I do ask his best friend like “how is he” and all
But guys i really do feel sad
I don’t know what to do
Do you have any suggestions??
I have moved on but seeing him everyday makes me feel guilty...
Today in snacks break (in school) a teacher called me for asking (something personal I can’t tell you guys)
So.. i was having a conversation with my teacher when i saw him
Literally our eyes met eachother’s
Even if its for a second or soo but it did
And i just blanked out...
And i got scolding because I didn’t hear what my teacher said..
But thats my story
Its sad but its true..
I hope you guys are having great life...
Here’s a gift for you..
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I would love to read your life experiences/ stories
Comment it down below if possible 🖤🖤
Love you guys🖤
Thankyou 🖤
