hi guys
this was my own story happened to me. I am studying in 11th standard. I am a new admission to the school. so i dont know many of them. but everyone is nice to me,they were a family to me. it was corona time so half of my school days went in online class. in our school boys separate class and girls separate class. the offline class started. after few days i saw a boy in my van. I actually liked his mask . so I started seeing his mask brand. because I to want that type of mask. on the next day I have seen his eyes and fell for him. on the next day his eyes was tired and some what red. i can say that he had fever and next day he was absent. on that day I realize that I fell for him. but I can't accept it because I have 0 record in love Or cursh Or anything related to that. even I can't remember a boys face if he is not my family. but his face is registered in my brain like a portrait. it's different to me. I started seeing him. I can't take my eyes of him. but decided not to see him because it will distrub him. I always wanted him to be happy . after that I seen him with my friend. actually my friend don't know that I like him and I don't know that my friend love him. I first thought they love each other and said that to my bestie . I was totally broken and sad everyday. I even can't laugh like before but I pretend to be happy. so my bestie asked her why are you going to van number 5 . she told I want to see my brother to inform him about special class. so my bestie told me that. but I don't believe her because I have seen that my crush show care in his eyes while seeing her. so I told I can know him by seeing his eyes. eyes will not say lie. so my bestie take me to her asked her I front of me. she told she going there to she his brother and said his brother's name and asked me. I told her in my van I only know and said my crush name. she asked me why. I don't want to hide anything so I said everything. she told that they are just friends. I am extremely happy. after two days she came told me that they love each other.i said I know you two love each other and I said it with my smile on the lips but tears rolling on my checks. I told that i am very much happy for them. I will always support them. I asked to not make him to cry and not to leave him at any cause. she told I didn't tell you this before because I can see how much you like him so I don't want to hurt you. I told her I am not hurt because his happiness is my happiness. if he is happy to be with you then iam very much happy to see you with him. it hurts but seeing him happy iam happy. you know guys she loved him for 8months and she proposed him before 3months . I had crush on him and now it's 5 1/2 months and from stop seeing him is 1 month. guys actually I can't forget him it's been a month on not seeing him but I still remember his face clearly and not even a single day passed without thinking him. you wanted to know his name. his name was surya prakash. I miss him so much . so I planted a tree in my home on his name. the real my crush surya prakash is not mine. but the tree I planted on his name is totally mine.
