𝐓𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

i was a daydreaming girl , who thought one day my Prince will find me and rescue me for this cruel world .

As i thought I met a guy who was caring, loving and charming at the same time. he made me feel special .his eyes are always on me , it made me always blush when I caught him staring at me. i asked myself with a smile " is this THE BOY you were always waiting for? "

𝘖𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭 ,𝘴𝘰 𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥....𝘏𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘏𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 he 𝘢𝘤𝘵. 𝘈𝘴 𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 , 𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 "𝘪-𝘪 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶...𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥?". 𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘪 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘻𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘞𝘏𝘈𝘛 𝘛𝘏𝘌???...𝘏𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘢𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮

As time pass we become more close and

i started falling for him more and more as the days pass. i thought he was the one for me...

i was over clouds because i found the my Mr.Right...but all that was a lie. I fell on my knees and not able to stand. It break my heart into pieces , i try to pick all pieces one by one even when it hurts like hell and i failed over and over . I thought of giving up... i lost hope , trust and everything

Yeah every love story doesn't have a happy ending , but it will definitely teach you how to love yourself , how to depend on your own and more over it will make you stronger to face this cruel and mysterious world.

the one whom i thought will protect me end up making me suffer more and more .

I try my best to not give up on me and....at last i made it. I started to accept what it was and what it meant to be. Gradually i was able to stand on my legs even when my knees are bleeding nonstop. I try to walk again but i failed so i take it slow.

𝙉𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙝𝙨 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 , 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄'𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙧 "𝙋𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚" 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚. 𝙄 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙞 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 "𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙖𝙙 𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧"

i started to heal myself , give me more time for myself , do what ever makes me happy..... and finally now i can walk again like i did before.

But now there is one thing that i can't change it's my ' trust issues'...yeah i healed but now i can't trust anyone anymore. I always feel like they will someday abandon me , if it's my friends , parents , classmates or anyone. i don't trust anyone.... I try to convince myself to trust others but i can't . when ever I try to trust someone my heart will say "Don't! they will hurt you"....and i end up flowing my heart.

But one day HE , my bestfriend JUNGKOOK made me trust him . Even tho it was hard to trust anyone , somehow he made me trust him....

*FEW MONTHS PASSED*

It was a rainy day . i was standing under a tree half wet because I don't have an umbrella. I thought "when is this going to stop" and suddenly someone spoke from behind " let's walk home together" as an umbrella hover above my head.

I turn back and it was jungkook. "okay" i said without hesitating. We were walking home , it was complete silence until he break the silence, "i wish we could walk like this everyday". i don't know what he actually means so i just nod my head. And he gave me a slight smile , yeah that was so heart warming for me..... he walk me to my house and left after saying " Bye! see you later!".

Next day, we , jungkook and me are together doing our project work in class. A girl came near jungkook we both look at her , she was so beautiful like a princess came straight out of fairytale. I was mesmerizing in her beauty until she spoke "jungkook.. i want to tell you something" with a shy expression on her face. Jungkook replied "okay go ahead".she look at me with a face said that I'm the third wheel here , so i decide to give then some space but.... jungkook said "you are not going anywhere! sit here!" with a straight face , i got a little shocked because it was the first time i saw his cold attitude so i decided to sit there without talking anything. Jungkook look at her and asked "tell me what you want to say?". She gulped and said in one breath "i love you! can we go on a date?".

I thought he would say yes because "why not? she is such a beautiful girl who is good in academic" but without hesitating he said...."i can't , I'm sorry". She was about to cry , yeah i know it hurts a lot . I really feel so bad for her. She left from there saying "it's okay , bye! see you later"

i look at jungkook with a shocked face . i asked " why did you reject her?", he said " because it was not you"....i was like WHAT THE HELL?? IT WAS NOT ME? WHAT DOES HE MEAN?? so many questions started running in my head . i asked him "it wasn't me? what do you mean by that?"....he doesn't respond and keep looking at his book. i asked him again , still he doesn't respond . so i snatch his book and asked again ,this time he respond " Can't you see my feelings towards you?". I just froze for a moment like FELLING? HE MUST BE KIDDING!

He look at me and said " i love you" , without saying anything i stand up and leave from there leaving him dumbfounded.

i keep on avoiding him from that day . Then one day i was on my way to my class and someone suddenly grab my hand and drag me into a empty classroom ,i was scared to death because i didn't saw his face who dragged me into this class. i was about to yell but suddenly he turned his face to me , it was jungkook whom I was keep avoiding for a week . i can feel that he is pissed off ,it was clearly shown on his face . he spoke "why do you keep avoiding me?" i didn't respond , he again asked "if you don't like me just reject me but please don't avoid me" now i can see the tears forming in his eyes... yes he was about to tear up but he was trying so hard to hold back his tears.

"i know he was pissed off but why didn't he take his anger on me like my ex-boyfriend did?" i asked myself. i took a deep breath and respond "i didn't say i hate you , but I'm not ready for any relationship" and without waiting for a second he said "i know everything that happen in your past...i won't force you, you can take your time . I'm willing to wait for you" i said nothing but just look into his teary eyes.

He keep his words. he never force me , he never mentioned about being his girlfriend but he keeps loving me . But still I'm not ready for a relationship so i keep on considering him as my bestfriend.

𝙏𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 4 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 , 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙜𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙙𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 .

still he loves me like he did in our highschool life. I always feel comfortable and secured around him , he became my safe place.

He get many proposals because he is so handsome .... there are many girls who are drooling over him, but he keeps on clinging on me like a baby who need attention. Now i can tell without hesitation that 'he made me a new better person' , he was always there for me whenever I need support and he motivates me to do something i really afraid of . Overall he was there for me in my every ups and downs.

So i decide to talk to him about the thing he said when we were in highschool , ofcourse his proposal. I invite him into my house on his bday.He forgot about his bday and i decide to celebrate his bday with him , he doesn't have any clue why i invite him .

He came to my house as i said time. he was surprised as he saw all the bday decoration ,"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" i shouted with joy. With a slight smile and glittery eyes he said "Thank you ". He cut his cake and we enjoyed his bday. it was only us ,no one was invited to his bday.

he was so happy and now he is talking nonstop about random things, yeah he is like that when ever he is happy. i called him cutting off his nonstop talk "Jungkook". he smile at me and waited for what I'm going to say.

"yes" i said. he gave me a confused look and said "what yes?". i pause for a moment and continue "yes! I'm willing to date you" . he was so shocked and surprised at the same time , he asked "you are kidding me right?" he can't believe what i just said. i nod in no and give a bright smile to him. He suddenly stand up from couch and started jumping around saying "YEAH!! FINALLY YOU ARE MY GIRLFRIEND!!" I looked at him giggling. And then we started to date......

６ ＹＥＡＲＳ ＬＡＴＥＲ！！

NOW we are married and waiting for our first baby to come into this world . I'm so glad that i made the right decision at right time .I'm so happy now that i have a caring and understanding husband and a sweet baby in my belly.....

✨ THE END ✨

moral of the story : Don't feel hopeless because of someone betrayed you , you're enough and you will find someone better in future 💜.