𝐍𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬

I finally recovered, and woke up in a field of dandelions...

I see a bright light... the God that made me... even before I became a mortal...

God says that I was the only angel that survived the mortal trials, from the original angelic army...

God says that I was the kindest in the land, I was the most pure hearted and honest mortal that ever lived, and died in the arms of tinted hearts....

I regained the memories in my mortal state, and understood God's claims about me..

God says that he will give me one wish, any wish, from destroying worlds, to making me a Goddess...

But, all I want..... is to become human again... to feel the great emotions and feelings once again... the emotions of happiness, sadness, fear, and everything that gives value to living... to feel the love from the people I love and that loves me.... the pleasure of having a great sense of accomplishment, by working hard, and not by just a snap of the finger... I want the challenges again, I want go back to where I belong, I want to see my Love, once again... and spend all of the remaining time in life with him....

God understood my wish, and granted me another life in the mortal world, and he said, that this time... He will give a bonus, that can be used by my eyes... having to see the time left for everyone in the world, and being able to extend their life spans, and not only for human life spans, but all living things...

I woke up as a baby, in the arms of my mortal father and mother, as time went by, I extended their lives, and as long as they wont get hurt, they will be immortal. I did this to people that I have confirmed to be good, and didn't extend the lives of people that had their hearts tinted with evil.

I got what I wanted.

Everything I wished for has come true.

I enjoyed- no... I LOVED the life.

Until my very last breath.

I knew right from the start that how much I extend the seconds of other's lives, it also decreases my life span equal to how much seconds I extend. I never complained, nor felt wasteful about extending other's lives, infact, I felt better in my heart, I could say that I loved being benevolent.

As long as the numbers over the heads of the people I love are as long as what I want them to be... to live a long life, I will always feel ecstatic, and never regretful.

The last feeling I felt was.... 𝑳𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈...

𝑳𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆

𝑳𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑨 𝑮𝒐𝒐𝒈𝒐𝒍 𝑺𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏'𝒕 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉, 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉, 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒖𝒏𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒔, 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒖𝒕..

𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆, 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝑰 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍, 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒇𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒎 𝑰 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆.