Hello pretty stangers......
I know you must be confused about my topic but it's my own story ... So, to be honest I hate my mom a lot.. there are many reasons so let me tell you from starting... Once I was born everyone was happy my dad call me my luckycharm cause I was the first daughter of my family my uncles have sons so everyone called me lucky .... I can't remember everything about my childhood ...so let's move to when I grew up...time passed away and I have a little sister that time then we moved out of the house where we used to live actually we have a joint family... and then we reached to our new destination home we started to live a happy healthy family life...... I was in 5th grade when I started hating my mom... she blames every little mistakes on me..... I also don't mind when it was my mistake but she blames me without doing anything... I was great at studying that time... I don't have many friends so she used to send me school...my sister also started to going school... when my sister started going my dad mom talked about making a new house and then settle... we lived in rent so we make our home .... I have a big anger issues since my childhood when someone tried to beat me or yell at me I do the same even when my mom yell at me or do something I do the same ...... she always yells at me I did a big mistake giving birth to you... and I tell her I will kill you..... you should be instead of me..... you are the one who is creating this mess.... you are the one who can't see my happiness... I cried a lot every time she yells at me beat me.... I hate myself being herr daughter time passed away like this.... I was always a lonely child even though I have my lil sister I never talked to herr.. for time pass I started watching anime when I was in 7th grade .... Dude that thing changed my life I started being myself I found my self in the dark anime became my light.... anime became my friend , favorite thing and everything..... I found myself in the characters.... I fought with myself and became a different person time flew away like that.... my dad was out of town so.... he came home after long time and........ I find that my mom is pregnant ... she have a daughter in her womb then I started loving herr.. I am so proud at that time thinking that I would be a big sister again... she goes to hospital time to time... I don't hate herr at that time we also don't have any argument that time I always do what she says...... she was in herr 4 month that time....but one day my mom and dad didn't came home ... my aunt came to take care of me and my sister I asked herr what happened aunt where is momma and dada she said they are in hospital for operations so I came here..... I again asked herr what operation aunt what happened to her.... she didn't reply so I left with anger and my eyes are full of tears.... then I started reading to my health book and I found about abortion I didn't understand that so I google it to understand more clearly.... I was shocked at that time .... I cried so much that day...... I talked to myself why she did this why..... why dad gave her permission to do this.. I hate herr..I hate her why what's that little girl fault...why are you killing her... why...... I didn't realize that I sleep crying and it was another day my mom dad came... I didn't talk to herr and I didn't talked to my dad also... she started to recover dad started to going to his work aunty returned to herr home.... I didn't asked my money anything and she didn't tell me to but I understand a lot....... I hated her more and more .... Then I started quaralling to her in little things I don't care what she does to me she beat me that much I have a scars in my body but when she beat me I always laugh at herr with teary eyes .. I always console myself with watching anime or saying to myself it's ok... smile you are the best..... no one can do anything to you.... You should be stronger....... And another day we started having another argument it was not like other day I layed hand on my mother I can't believe I did that but I was proud at my self.... then she tell me you are my big mistake you both are the reason to left the house....you should be dead... I walked away angrily I can't understand her thing so I talk to my aunt..... and she said because you are a daughter ..... Your mom have to left the house because she gave birth to Two daughter..... your another aunt also have son and me also but your mother gave birth to you and your sister..... I was shocked but didn't react then she said people hate when they have daughter... they feel proud if they have son.... I thought that what is with this thinking why is it same full to have daughter... wtf is wrong in this...then I started understanding peoples and their thoughts... I started thinking that if my mom have a son instead of that daughter... she didn't have an abortion.... my mom also discriminate between son and daughter.... I hate that most.... I started hating her more than usual I stopped talking to herr... then after years she again became pregnant with daughter she hide the report but I see them and... she again did the abortion...Time passed away like that I talk to herr little.... and she became again pregnant and that time it was a son so she didn't abort it...... I was like so... this is what you want.... I don't want you to be happy so why not I kill that child.... I placed a soap to kill but I didn't... I remove it I don't know why I did that... I was like wth is wrong with me why can't I did that Why....the after some time my so called little brother born... My family was happy like they gave birth to a god... I don't give af*** about that child..... I miss my little sisters a lot whom they kill before coming to this world.. I always miss them ... I wonder how would they look if they are here....... I mom was happy about her son... she plays with him love him a lot but here is me writing my story sharing with you.... I Just want to say fight no matter who is your enime even though it's your birth giving mom.....
I don't know you would like this story or not I write this because my heart was heavy I don't have anyone to share so why not sharing with you guys....at last I want to say some thing about mangatoon it is a best app .. You must check it out when you have time there are many awesome authors and their stories..... Sayonara minna ❤
