"i like you"
"oh..but..i don't feel the same"
It felt like a bullet went through my heart, why? i shouldn't be caring right?
He and i were...just friends to begin with, why did i even try? Of course, he said he liked someone, but how could it be me? I'm being imbecile, how could I be so selfish? He will hate me now, i ruined the friendship. I'm so selfish, so F*CKING STUPID. Frustation, defeated, not being enough, everything went in me. What was a i suppose to do? What should I say? Oh no
"Haha! just kidding, dummy how could I like you? i know you like that girl from our class!"
"Oh god, you stupid, i thought you actually liked me!"
But i do.
