It's been four years since me and Nicholas got married . Everyday with him taught me that what ever i do I will never be able reach his heart
Well our parents were best friends and they decided there kids would get married when they grow up. I always liked Nick from our childhood till now i always loved him everyday,though I got rejected every time because he liked a girl Sara.
So Sara is the girl we met in highschool and Nick fell in love with her Sara liked him too so they gradually started dating.
I could not do anything but only watch the person i liked for fifteen years started dating who he knows for less than four months
At last I could not hold anymore and I confessed about my feelings . But he said no in a very cold voice .
Tears where dropping from my eyes rolled in my cheeks still i said ' Well i liked you since we where young so i dont mind chasing you for another few years ", . Now i think of it and laugh at myself for being such a fool , because.
After i started chasing him he used to insult me in front of everyone but still at last I got married with him you may have this question How ?
Well after we graduated from our college Sara had a car accident in which she went in coma .
So Nick's father forced him to marry me .Though it was one sided but I didn't give up .
After our marrige i tried possible means to win his heart I woke up early made his favourite dishes but he never tasted them .
So I used to send them in his office , of course i never said it was send by me .
I used to see the food finished which gave me a satisfaction .But at endI came to know he threw it everyday .
He used to eat his lunch in hospital in front of Sara . I thought why its Sara I love him so much but still can he see it i gave my every thing to him then still why it's not me . But who whould listen to me it was my thoughts my deep thoughts about him
And at last the day came which finally woke me up from this dream that he would actually like me back one day. It was our fourth anniversary I decorated our house bought cake made lots of food all his favourite He came home sat on the sofa when a call came from the hospital . Yess it was about Sara who woke up just a hour ago .
Nick rushed to the hospital after hearing the news and cam back home very late .
I asked him why he was late he didn't say anything but bought out some papers i looked at them when a tear drop escaped from my eyes
" Divorce " it was written in bold and big letters , i asked him what he means by this he said he wants a divorce
" Is it because of Sara ", i said in every angry voice
Nick i loved you since we where young i loved you every day but still was that so hard for you like me even a bit you could even act that you like me was that soo hard ." i broke down into tears while saying it .
" I am sorry i always thought you as my friend i can't return you the feelings ", he said with a sympathy and guilty face
I took the paper signed in it threw it in his face went in my room crying in the bed .
When i woke up i saw my self in the bed i remembered what happened yesterday , i took my phone there was a message from him that he would not come home he will be staying at hospital . Tears stared rolling from eyes i went in the washroom washed my face took out my case looking at our wedding photos , I understood that it was me who thought he would like me maybe it was my fault after all and now thar i am divorced i have no rights to stay here .
So i packed my bags made my mind to start fresh leaving back my died love and every thing in the past abd and looking for the future saying my last goodbye to Nick throught this story.
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