..... I'm very ugly~~
so don't try to convince me that I'm a very beautiful person
because at the end of the day~~
I hate myself in every single way
and I'm not going to lie to my self by saying~~~
there is beauty inside of me that matters
so rest assured I will remind myself
that I'm a worthless terrible person
and nothing you say will make believe,
I still deserve love~~~~~~
because no matter what
I'm not good enough to be loved~~~~
and I'm in no position to believe that
beauty does exist within me~~~~
because whenever I look in the mirror I always say thing........... ~~~
am I as ugly as people say💔💔...