She has never said that "You're the best!"
She's never said "You're my best friend"
She's never seen me in the crowd.
But for me She is everything .
Even if she hadn't noticed my existence for the past seven years.
We both were like Pots made out of the same clay who were never kept at the same shop . We never noticed each other until we both were broken and miserable.
We became friends when I was still in eight grade.
I never actually talked to anyone in my class.
I had my life turning upside down . But little did I know that even she was facing the same things.
While I was busy with all the dramas between my friends.
She was there trying to make her way back to her best friend.
While I was busy with tryna handle other people's affairs...
She was busy trying to handle her best friends affairs.
While I was busy with handling myself and my life. Tryna think not to die . Not to kill myself. Not to think about why ...why did my best friend left me.
She was depressed coz her best friend had betrayed her again and again. She was so broken but no-one ever saw the sadness and the FAKENESS of her smile.
I was told ...they told me ! everyone ! every single thing ! every single moment told me that she's not right!
I had seen the teachers in my class saying "don't be with her"....."you're ruining your future being with her"
I never understood why.. Why was she so unpopular and I never really bothered to ask why, I just chose to accept the rumours.
She took me as a double faced person, who was prying over her best friends affair.
It's funny to think how we both lived in a totally different world, but had so much in common.
We talked and talked but they our talks were also as fake as our interest in each other.
But things changed, when one day we started talking and I don't even remember how and what was the first-ever "common" topic of both of our interest we talked about.
But then there was no stopping. We talked about things we've never told anyone, from talkin' after our exams to talkin' at 1:00 in the morning. I remember when she told me about her First crush and I told her about mine.
I remember when we realised that we've got a bond between us which was more strong that it was between our respective best friends.
I remember when we both texted each other at the same time while we both were in the bathroom.
I remember how many times ! how many times we coincidencely found out that all the shit that was happening in our life was so co-relatable.
From being someone I disliked To becoming someone who means more to me than my loved ones.
Yea...yea I'm talking about my soulmate.. coz she said.." A soulmate is not someone who'll be there for you when you need them . They'll be those Who will understand in what mood you are even tho you never tell them"
And she's that girl.We share a kind of love which cannot be explained.
