Standing all alone in this way of life:
Standing all alone in the whale of time
There is no one to support me
No one to share my pain
I did try to reframe my life
But everything looks like a bane
Seems like some curse on me
There are many things I do not want to see
Life will change I know it well
But the past forces me to dwell
I am reeling under some kind of fear
Which is just not letting me near
I am afraid to trust people
Want to remain in silence of the dark
Life has become like a distant spark!
Tears have dried:
The tears have dried, but my eyes are wet,
Fright is gone, but my body still sweats,
My pain is gone, but my wound is deep,
I want to speak, but secrets are to keep,
I have closed my eyes, but I am sleepless,
I may have cleaned up everything, but my life is a big mess!
I Hate This Feeling:
I hate this feeling of being so lonely,
Without someone around who understands me.
I maybe surrounded by lots of friends,
Yet I long for someone to fill this emptiness within me.
