I HATE EVERYTHING SO MUCH THAT I JUST WANT TO DIE I AM SICK OF MY FAMILY AND HOW FAKE THEY ARE I HAVE TRIED TO TELL THEM HOW I FEEL AND THEY YELL AT ME AND CALL ME A LIAR THE ONLY REASON I HAVE NOT KILLED MYSELF IS BECAUSE OF JESUS AND EVERYTHING IS HARD BUT J HAVE HIM SO I AM TRYING TO MAKE IT I GO TO A RACIST SCHOOL AND IF YOU DONT SPEAK SPANISH YOU GET JUMPED IT REALLY SUCKS I HATE IT PEOPLE LAUGH AT ME FOR NO REASON. IT IS A MOSTLY SPANISH SCHOOL I DONT FIT IN ANYWHERE