Don't know where it arises from but it engulfs me, engulfs me from inside that I am unable to do anything but swim in the sadness, despair and regret begining to be born from the deepest parts of me. Tears won’t come even if I asked them to leaving me complete loneliness. My only friend who will be with me in my saddest times, my tears, it has also abandoned me.
It feels like something heavy has been put on both my mind and my heart. My lips sealed, unwilling to talk to anyone just feeling empty. No one to console thing about it maybe makes me feel better on then outside but its totally killing me... killing me from the inside, It feels different but we grow ... grow to be adapted to all this loneliness and emptiness
This world might be annoying sometimes but still I'll have to live here till my time comes.
Scared to die I eventually get habituated to this type of feeling... waiting for the one who will help me get over this but I wonder why didn't he come.
