Through the last few days,
I've drowned in my sorrow,
I've cried myself to sleep,
hoping for a brighter tomorrow.
I dreamed way too much,
Dreamed of a fairy tale life,
With two wonderful kids,
And a beautiful wife,
I've wondered countless times,
why im in such misery,
because every second i live
feels like eternity.
i've tried to live romeo,
but this romeo is bleeding,
my eyes bleed tears,
during love poems i read,
but this has all seemed,
like a long rainbow,
with a chest at the end,
letting me know,
that very soon,
i shall have my brighter day,
and that day will come,
when u hear what i say.
Im so very scared,
that i shall hear goodbye,
i know if i do,
i'll break down and cry,
but i must face my fears,
and be no longer sad and blue,
im ready to face it.
