I'm Tired Of
Pretending a happy facade while I'm not ok...
Plastering a smile on my face which doesn't have any meaning...
Crying silently while hiding my tears from others...
Concealing my pain and constantly breaking down...
Making people understand me as it'll only make me vulnerable...
Listening those talks that'll only suffocate me...
Thinking negatively for every outcome without even trying...
Begging myself not to think negatively...
Living without any ambition in my life...
Finding the past me which I don't even remember...
Living pathetically where I don't even know myself...
Hoping for a miracle to happen in my life...
Cursing myself for the things I did in past and now...
Living but can't do anything other than suffering...
Wishing not to wake up from my sleep...
Everything and needs eternal rest where I can't open my eyes and will be in a deep slumber not feeling any pain...
