𝑹𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒕 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

The day still flashes before my eyes. I walked out of the classroom with my examboard in my hand and sighed with  wary. I had some rest after having lunch since the exam was over.I enjoyed the whole day with my friends. We all watched a movie with the students and teachers and left to dorm after the movie ended at night. I lied on my bed but could not close my eyes just because of a mere joke which turned out to be a huge blow for me. I came to know that  a boy who is so innocent and he doesn't like publicizing actually had a crush on me. I laughed so hard after hearing it. I got this information indirectly from a friend. He asked me to clarify myself as I didn't believe it. After some days I came across him. As I got an opportunity I asked him straightforward whether he likes me or not. The answer I got was 'NO'. Then I thought perhaps it was a prank. Since we were from different sections we could barely meet. We were not that close neither were we friends of each other. Suddenly classes were rearranged and we got into the same section. I made new friends there. I didn't notice that guy much . After a few days he stopped me and confessed to me. I was stunned and confused. I immediately rejected him. But what I didn't want to hear was what he said. He said "if you reject me I'll stay away from you but please think of it twice and answer me. " I escaped from that place. Eventually I fell in love with him. Unfortunately, we departed soon after for almost one year. But it brought us more closer. A year later, we met at the same place. We were happy at the time being.  We lived near each other for one more year. After that we departed again and started our studies at different places. We were very far from each other. Still the distance didn't disturb our love. But we started living in different environments. There were some people who couldn't afford to be with us , some who were jealous of us, some who couldn't tolerate the way we were. So many of them tried to stir trouble but couldn't do anything. One day, an elder of mine, who was neither close to me nor was he my relative but somehow he was related to me , said something to everybody close to me that pushed everyone away from me. He ruined some of my friends reputation by fake rumors and through social networking . He threatened everyone around me. Just because I had something that could ruin him I fell into the pit from far above. I was ignored and was treated like a stranger by everyone. It scared me so much. Just to protect him I started ignoring him. I also had a fear that he would hate me for some fake rumors. Because it had already happened and my family and friends always pushed me to the corner. I broke up with him. But still we are not brave enough to let go of each other. We still love each other but refuse to face each other. I know I was being impulsive and didn't give much thought to it but it was for the best for both of us. After that even if I try to approach him I just can't and fail all the time. We had planned so much for the future but it ended just like this only in 4 years. Isn't it funny? It ended just for a stupid reason. But still I wish to go back to the days we were together happily.

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