I love you and you know that But why did you keep making me feel special? Or maybe it's just me who thought I was special cause you treat everyone like that don't you?
Sometimes you made me feel important and sometimes as if I was nothing
Why do I still keep clinging to you? I know I am gonna get hurt in the end But- I keep going back to you
I keep apologizing to you, wanting our friendship back again and again- But I never felt like you needed me
You could tell me your not interested in me and atleast that little part in me which still carries that little hope in us would stop
I would stop hopping and even if I can't- I would force myself to unlove you
We only met once in person, the way you held my hands and the way you told me that you would make me blush even more right before the midnight strike of new year
But- Your making me cry more this year
I wanna hold your hand forever
But- I am never gonna get that right?
I seriously don't know how I feel about you now but I miss you
