I thought that,
I resemble the sun ☀ ,
you resemble the moon 🌙 ,
our child resemble the star 🌟,
the light has already faded,
the world covered with darkness,
the kindness is gone,
all that left is only anger and hatred,
our existence is a joke,
a forbidden relationship,
a love that should not exist between us,
but yet I failed to stop my love for you,
my love towards you is deep,
I can't admit it,
I keep it in my heart,
and loving you in the shadows,
my love began to discovered,
it is beautiful and great,
the smell of jealousy and madness,
wanted to make you disappear,
You die because of my love,
I failed to protect you,
I became someone who isn't me,
I let my guard down,
a cup of tea that I brew by myself,
I carry you into the coffin,
laying together while holding hand,
then my world become dark,
I and you didn't live on the same path,
but when our souls return in the next life
I pray for it to be together ,
just like how the butterfly looking for flower,
I long for the fallen blossom ,
as pain strike right into my heart,
once more,
passionate love and bitter hate gone,
all that remains in loneliness forever,
passing through life and death together,
a 30000000 years later,
we turned to dust,
I wish to be with you,
in our next life,
and always protecting each other.
~poems~
