At some point you have to realize that some people will stay in your heart but not in your life ~
I lose her 2 years ago , I lose that precious smile . I was depressed that I can't see you anymore . My precious one . You were there for me but Why I was not . I still regret it . I thought I forget but again while I am remembering you while writing this . Maybe I want to light my heart.
My memories are not that much good but still I remember How we first met . It was a normal day in my second grade I was just enjoying myself like a child . Then suddenly I hear some voice of someone crying .
Me - Hey !! Why are you crying ?
Anny- Huh??*sniff**sniff* It's my first day here and I don't have friends ಥ_ಥ
Me - Such a little thing 😄 I can be your friend .
Anny- Really 🥺
Me - Yeah 😁
That day I just said that I will be your friend but then I didn't know that you will become such a special person in my life . We both started giving our precious time to each other . And slowly slowly we become best friends . I still remember whole Class would say us Twin sis . You would really think that we are sisters . Are mother become close because you shifted near my house. It was a coincidence but for me it was such a happy day . Onece we go in a trip For Zoo 🤭 in school life it's always a special trip . you spend the whole trip with me . Everywhere we both would go . No one else would be needed . There was a tree in the zoo which was famous cause It was made up of two trees and our teacher told us that it represents friend ship. And we take a group photo graph together . I Remember that time you said something to me .
Anny- This tree represents friend ship so I promise you here that for my whole life I will be your friend .
I said nothing I was totally silent because nothing came in my mind . she gently kissed my hand in a way of friends . Then she smiled brightly . That smile I will Never forget . We were holding our hands so tight don't know why . Then a time came when you transfer to a new school . I was alone but we met in a local park everyday and your house was bear me so it was easy to see you . You were the most kind person I ever seen sometimes people get jealous by our friendship and it makes me happy . We go everywhere together . I told my everyday Life in school and you too . But then suddenly one day you stop talking to me . It was so weird . I asked you why are you not Talking to me but you never answer. You started acting like you don't like my presence . IT Just made my heart so hurtful . I also started to stop talking to you . We would see each other in 2-3 months . Our friends didn't know that we don't talk to each other so one day on eof my friend said you know Anny really want to be your bestfriend from the starting . I didn't reply . Anny said" Now no more . she is not my bestfriend ." And she left .I also came back and cried for hours . After that I didn't see her for a year.
Then one day suddenly my mom said that anny died . I was freezed at my spot . I couldn't say a word and tears stated dropping off. I said what how?? . My mom said she had cancer and....I didn't listen further and ranned towards Anny house without any slipper . Everyone was staring at me her mom was crying . She came to me and said " I want to tell you something she said me that I started to stop talking to you because I can't face you and what of you know I have cancer and started crying I promised myself that I will never bring tears in your eyes because of me so I thought why not of breaking this friend ship for good . I love you my best friend and I don't know how will you react when I will be dead but please forgive me " After saying this she left . I was in a situation I can't describe . I get closer to her body and started crying ......I don't want to but I can't stop my tears .
After 2 days her funeral was going to be held But I didn't have that much courage . I was laying in my bed and you were coming in my mind . For almost a month I was sick . But till now nightmares of you haunt me . I can't forgive myself . I miss you and Please forgive me.
End~
My hands were trembling while writing this because her smile was coming in my mind . You know guys if you have watched given . So you will remember mafyuu and Yuki that type of friendship we had . I cried so much while watching this series .She was the most beautiful woman I have ever seen white skin Brown eyes and hairs and the most beautiful smile . I miss you till now maybe forever . Why didn't you tell me that time maybe we can do something . Guys whatever you have in your heart tell the other one because no one knows you can see them again or not .
