What is happiness?
Is it a feeling you acquire when you feel satisfied? Is it when you achieve your goal?
No…
In this cruel world, happiness does not exist. It could be everywhere but you cannot acquire it.
I was just a child when the word happiness vanished in me.
My stupid mother was an office intern, it may sound normal but when it gets night, she often visit the night club to mess with other man.
My father who was formerly a CEO of an established company fell down from grace after knowing what my whore mother is doing, resulting in our poverty.
They keep fighting every night whenever father goes home back then. I might be a child but I have a rough idea on what was their problem.
Mother wants to have fun with father when he gets home but knowing father's work, it is very rough and he often gets home extremely tired out.
Because of that, they separated when I was still seven and I was dragged by my mother, leaving my father all alone.
I didn't care anymore what my stupid mother is doing as long as I stay alive.
High school eventually came as I grew up and I met a splendid girl. Her name was Miharu.
She was the first for me.
Since long ago, I was all alone, no friends, not even a stranger who I can talk to. But that girl voluntarily came and talked to me.
I fell in love with her and started to see colors in my life.
She's as beautiful as the view of a diverse forest in the alps. Her soft voice is relaxing to hear that I could sleep. Her skin is as fragile as a bubble that it makes you don't want to touch it.
And when high school ended, we became couples and had the best life we never experienced.
I thought that was it, but not everything goes at what we are expecting.
Few years later after graduating from college, we started to live together. Then to support our daily needs, I searched for a job and ended up being an employee from a small restaurant.
It may be just a small job, but as long as my beautiful girlfriend is there for me, I can do anything.
It was easy at first, but as time passed it became difficult, adding the fact that I am the only one who is working and Miharu is always left at home, alone.
The next year arrived and I was promoted into the head cook of our small restaurant.
"You have great knife skills, Kiyama. You also cook well. You might become a sous chef one day"
It was what our manager said.
I was totally excited to tell Miharu about the news. I rushed back home and saw the unexpected.
I saw an odd pair of shoes outside our door.
"Visitor? It might be..."
I said to myself.
I opened the door and it seemed silent in the living room. There might be a visitor so it should be rowdy down here.
I climbed up the stairs to go to our room to dress up. But as I approached, I heard a suspicious sound coming from our bedroom.
I walked slowly as it might be someone stealing. I heard the news last night that robbers are increasing in count these days.
That idea suddenly came into my mind so I walked slowly into the kitchen and grabbed the sharpest, longest knife I found.
Being a cook also has its perks.
I returned to the room where I heard the suspicious sound. I approached my left ear into the door and what I heard surprised me.
A rapid creaking sound of the bed, and a moan which sounds to be coming from Miharu.
What the hell is she doing!
I opened the door quickly and what I saw felt like a truck ran on me.
A guy, no, a man, a middle aged man, is defiling Miharu in our room.
And what's worse it that they are naked together, Miharu's clothes are scattered all over the floor.
I caught them in a position where the man is lying down and Miharu is sitting on top of that geezer.
What the hell is wrong with this world!
I dropped my knife that I was holding and quickly ran and dragged Miharu away.
I punched and beated down the geezer when suddenly Miharu pulled me to stop.
"Stop Kiyama! Don't do that!"
She screamed.
I continued to punch that geezer's face until it was swollen but Miharu kept on pulling me.
I swayed away Miharu and she was thrown beside a wall.
She quickly grabbed her underwear and immediately wore it.
"What do you mean with this, Miharu?"
I stared at her with dead eyes in a voice with a malicious intent.
She quickly stood up after wearing her underwear and grabbed a towel in the cabinet and covered herself.
"I have no choice, Kiyama! You're always late when you go home!"
She replied back in a high voice.
"Don't joke with me Miharu. Do you know what you did?"
I still kept on staring at her with dead eyes.
I walked slowly towards the door and picked the knife I dropped earlier. Miharu who was looking at me grew fear in her face and ran into that geezer.
"So you're siding with that bastard, you whore!?"
I said in a low killing intent voice.
"You know, Miharu?"
I immediately grinned.
"Run or you'll die! Kuhaha"
I quickly ran towards them while waving my knife. Miharu quickly ran, covered in her towel. While the bastard geezer I took down was still lying in the bed.
Miharu was standing still at the door staring at me while I point the edge of the knife at the geezer.
"Kuhaha look, Miharu. I'm sorry for not beating down your stupid lewd twat, but you see, that doesn't mean that you explode your stimulated arousal to other man."
I said to her in a pity acting voice.
"Look Kiyama! I'm sorry!"
A tear suddenly fell in her right eye.
"Sorry? You joking aren't you? But anyway, I'll accept it because what I'm about to do will give you the worst nightmare worse than what you had"
I laughed loudly aggressively and looked at the geezer.
"So you're Kiyama huh, Miharu's boyfriend."
The bastard talked.
"So what? Have a problem with that?"
I replied back while wiping the side of the knife with my finger.
"Thanks to that, I tasted your delicious girlfriend. Just thinking back makes me shiver in arousal."
"Your stupid degeneracy doesn't have limit, aren't you?"
"You see, little boy. I arrived here when you just left earlier in the morning. After that we spent our intimate time in the living room kissing with our tongue until our saliva ran out. Then what happened after? Your beloved girlfriend just sucked what needs to be sucked and I licked on what's needed to be licked. It was delicious, too bad you haven't tasted it."
The geezer laughed at me.
"Huh? I don't do nasty stuff like that. hehe after all, that is just 50% of the satisfaction I want."
"50% my ass. You're cute Miharu is really delicious you know. Her down there was still fresh right? She's still a virgin and I was the first one who took that. Ha ha ha!"
"You can take everything she has, I don't care anymore."
I blew the knife and sat on the guy. I pushed away the blanket and exposed his naked body.
"Hmm… I see why Miharu liked you. You have a big one down there."
I glanced at Miharu covering her face. Oi oi, getting embarrassed right now?
"Miharu!"
I called her out loud.
She immediately came running into me.
"What is it, Kiyama?"
She said while sobbing.
"Undress"
I said in a plain voice.
It seemed to confuse her so I said it again in a louder voice.
"Undress and take off what you are wearing!"
She slowly took off the towel that was wrapped in her body and undressed her underwear.
"Move or this knife will go straight into your gut"
I said to the geezer.
Miharu finally finished, revealing her body into us.
"Hehe, we spent our whole life together since high school but still, this is the first time I saw this, Miharu. You really do have a white silky body, don't you?"
"Stop it please, Kiyama"
"C'mon, calm down my beloved Miharu. I will not harm you right now. If you do as I say."
"What is it?"
Miharu replied.
"Get knocked up again with this bastard without leaking a noice. If you even moan a bit, this knife will slice your skin. If you won't do it..."
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"I will..."
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"cut off..."
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"both..."
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"of your's and this bastard."
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"And what's more? I will surely scrape yours until you can't fuck with other guys anymore. Doesn't that sound great?"
I laughed tremendously at their pity face.
"Now start! I will just sit beside this bed and stare at your aroused face. If you moan, you lose"
I grinned again. I cannot stop grinning the whole time but I don't know why. Yes, I feel pain but I don't care anymore.
Now, they started doing it again.
Miharu sat above the guy and inserted it inside.
Miharu and that geezer kissed together while she's thrusting her hips into him.
The geezer held Miharu's breast while Miharu sped up thrusting. Until Miharu accidentally leaked a moan.
"Oh what did I hear? Oh no! A moan! Hello back scar!"
I sliced Miharu's back leaving a large wound and blood dripping down.
"C'mon, feel good Miharu! This might be your last sex. Just have fun, but don't you ever leak a sound or you know what will happen"
I laughed again like a psychopath while they continued to embrace each other.
I was just chilling beside them when suddenly a splendid idea came into my mind.
I quickly grabbed my phone and started recording them and streaming it live.
"What are you doing, Kiyama!"
Miharu shouted.
"Hmm? Did I hear a sound?"
I threw the knife like a dart and it stabbed into Miharu's thighs. She forced herself not to scream but tears kept falling down her eyes.
I took the knife and let them continue having fun.
"Look Miharu, I made sure that this livestream will reach your parents. This might be the last time so greet them, c'mon."
I focused the camera to Miharu who kept thrusting her hips.
"Mom, hello there…."
She said in a saddened voice.
"Do it like you're a bitch! Quick!"
I slapped her face. Then she did it again like she's a bitch from a porn site.
"Hey mom, look your daughter is fucking with boys. Aren't you proud of me?"
"Hehe that role might suit you better than being an innocent girl, you know."
I said.
They continued until they finally finished together. I was just casually sitting beside them yawning from boredom.
"C'mon guys, it took you half an hour you know?"
I talked to them.
"Thanks for the meal I had, Kiyama"
The geezer said.
Meal? Haha! Let's see if you can still have a meal after this.
"Go away there, Miharu"
She immediately walked off the bed and wore her clothes back.
"Hmm… let me see… you're still standing down there, aren't you?"
I told the bastard.
"You have a problem? That's how tasty your girlfriend is!"
He spitted and laughed at my face.
To be honest it was disgusting. It smelled like rotten fish.
"Now say goodbye to your big one, bastard"
I held the geezer's dong and sliced it off with the knife I am holding. Then after, I stabbed it with the knife like it was a skewer.
The geezer shouted in pain while Miharu was just sitting in the corner covering her face. Can't run, as the door was locked.
"Now I will let you choose, bastard. We are currently on the second floor of my house. You can either run away by jumping out of the window naked or you'll lose a part of your body."
I stood back then suddenly he ran and jumped out of the window.
It was also perfect as he didn't know, I have my garden down there of roses.
I laughed again at his pity face.
"Now, it's your turn Miharu."
"Please stop this, Kiyama"
"This is just a very easy task, you know. Or you want this knife to come at you again?"
"Please make it quick! What is it?"
"Kiss me passionately, that is very easy right?"
She nodded and closed her eyes. I held her face and she wrapped her arms around me.
Then, I slapped her as hard as I could. And accidentally let my sadness out.
"Stupid bitch, why did you do that? Didn't you know that I was just promoted right now at my work. We could've made our dream come true. We spent our whole life studying cooking to make our own five star restaurant someday and now what?"
Tears fell into my eye and Miharu also weeped.
"I'm sorry Kiyama, I just, I'm just lonely whenever you're not around. I love you but you see… you're always at work."
"Now Miharu, I don't want to ever talk to you again. Now go!"
"Please don't do this Kiyama, I will never cheat with you again. Please..."
Miharu begged with her knees while crying but I don't know what to do anymore.
"You're my happiness, you're the reason why I always bring a smile, Kiyama! Please…."
Happiness? The heck's wrong with this girl? What's happiness?
Is it a feeling?
Is it an action?
What is happiness?
"Stop messing with me and leave or I will separate your fingers from your hands!"
I shouted at her.
She left the house weeping with a lonely face.
I don't care anymore. But that feeling earlier certainly felt great. The feeling of power that you can control someone in fear. It was addicting.
This thing might be calling for me.
This might be the path to happiness!
「Author: AZURE TAMAKI - The End」
